Showing posts with label Passion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Passion. Show all posts

Sunday, January 25, 2015

When Two Doms Play...Fuck Tender!




He had been in and out of my life for years. Each time I saw him in the past I swore it was to be my last. He was arrogant, refused to kiss me and his emotions were encased in a hard shell that revealed very little of who lived inside. Why in the hell did I ever agree to meet with him. Let alone fuck him! He was raw sexuality...that's why! And deep inside there were times when only his rough exterior would fill my need. 

Yes I needed him. He was the gladiator slave after a match in the arena, showered, muscles pulsing and skin oiled down for pleasure. When we met it was on equal ground. Two doms pulled toward each other through an intense sexual attraction. D/s was replaced by raw sexuality and surrender to each ones dark appetite. Nothing soft. Nothing romantic. No pretense that there was more between us than angry lust. Each time I became lost in him and each time I left saying never again. 

The calls and texts started. It had been almost a year since I last saw him and his memory had faded away. Personal issues had devoured his time and now he was back with a hungry, aching ass needing to be fucked. Pictures of his disciplined body and impressive cock started to flood my phone along with videos of him cuming hard. He knew me well and what I liked and was pulling out all he had to convinced me to see him again. At first I told him no. I argued that he was too cold and I wasn't interested. Find someone else. But...no one else would do. Not for what we both sought from each other. After three weeks I said yes. 

I got to his house and found the back door unlocked just as he said it would be. I walked through the hall way and could hear the rich melodic music coming from his back bedroom. It was a sound reminiscent of Gregorian monk chants. I walked into the dimly lit bedroom and he was as I always found him. Standing, legs wide apart, naked, oiled and working his cock. Six feet of shaved, tanned, muscled sexuality ready to devour his prey. His intense, penetrating eyes revealed his appetite as he looked up from his preparation. There was no "Hello, How are you, Good to see you again." Only a surveying of who stood before him. Then he spoke, "Take off your clothes." The sound of his voice matching the strength in his gaze. I could feel my body, soul and spirit instantly bristle at his command. Then remembered why I was there. To get what we both needed from each other.

Silently I began to unbutton my coat, not looking away but keeping my eyes on his. I held back the smile that was inside being pleased with my decision on attire. I dropped my coat to the floor standing before him in only my heels. A deep growl left his lips. He walked behind me and pressed his hard cock against my ass cheeks. Grabbing a handful of hair he pulled my head to the left as his mouth attacked my neck and shoulder. I felt his teeth grazing along my skin and although I didn't want any visible marks, I longed to feel him piercing my flesh. He expertly bit into my shoulder and neck as one hand moved along my hips and up to grab and pull on my breasts, the other crashing deep inside my cunt. I was pinned against him and fell into his rhythm. I wanted to be washed away by the tide of his energy. He effortlessly lifted me and turned me towards him. My legs wrapped around him and I felt his dripping cock pressed between us. His mouth continued to explore my flesh, his breath and wet lips leaving a trail of evidence behind each assault. His hand grabbed my hair and pulled me into him, my mouth against his mouth. It wasn't a kiss, but a claiming of property. A branding to not be forgotten. 





Thursday, January 15, 2015

e[lust] edition #66 ~ Enjoy!

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Erotic Fiction

Unbroken by Oleander Plume
A Meal And A Show 
Fucking Snow
Getting Off Is So Much Fun 
Wicked Wednesday - Merry Christmas
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Christmas Drinks At The Y
Nothing But Mouth
The things he does 
The First Submission
Canadian Mist, Eggnog, Ginger Ale and You. 
A Peachy Night 
Skeletons In My Closet
Humiliation of an ex-Nazi submissive 28
a most pleasant fuck 
Sex on Meth
Unwrapped

Sex News, Opinion, Interviews, Politics & Humor

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Masturbation Fantasy's Unintended Consequence
All Health Care Costs Are Not Created Equal
Keep Private Lives Private
The Myth of Magnum

Thoughts & Advice on Kink & Fetish

My Subby Not-Quite-Year
He's Got The Look 
On femininity and rebellion
What Fifty Shades Doesn't Tell You
Humiliation: hotness and hard-limits
Beginner’s Guide to Electro Sex – Essentials

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Because of the Way He Held Me
Cricket - A Lusty Limerick

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Saturday, September 27, 2014

Saturday Eye Candy!

To celebrate Saturdays and that we all need a diversion or two, here are a few of my a favorite Eye Candy today from my tumblr site! http://sexualdestinies.tumblr.com/

It's been a busy week that went by too fast! Not complaining but apologizing for the lack of posts this week! This is my last weekend of work and my life will come back into balance again with weekends off starting next weekend. It's been 7 days a week since April! I plan on writing more and finally working on the book I started almost 1 1/2 years ago. Sad that it has sat there this long. But sometimes things need to settle in our lives and heart for the story to mature. Another thing I've been working on is a collection of my posts here broken into different categories to make you wet and hard. ;) I'm looking forward to the time to work on these projects.

I'm in need to see my sub again. My hunger is building to touch, tease and arouse his beauty and lust. My appetite for him can be voracious at times. The images today reveal what is growing inside me. Very itchy hands!!!!

3 Things: 
Punishment


Bondage


Passion

Sunday, March 23, 2014

A Bored Dominant is Dangerous.



Unhinged!  I am becoming very fond of that word! The longer I go without a primary cuckold in my life, the deeper and stronger my need becomes to take, to control and to make mine! My desire to see that longing in his eyes, the hunger mixed in every breath he takes and the craving for me to make him mine again and again becomes dangerous!  Yes... I'm very bored!  And the one who I finally land on will feel and experience the brunt of this boredom that must be driven out.

It's going to take plenty from that man to satisfy the appetite that has been growing over these last few months. He must come to me with a hunger that will match my own. A power that with every nerve ending within him twitching, he holds back that strength only to lay it at my feet. I must experience and see with every touch of my hand and brush of my lips against him, his body lunging to devour...only to be controlled again. My ears long to hear his shaking need trembling from his lips; begging, howling as his demons rise within him wanting relief. I want him UNHINGED!

Awwww... Just the thought of it makes me feel a bit nourished.  ;)  But... Just a bit!




Sunday, March 16, 2014

Cuming Without You.


All day my body had been reaching out for you. Recognizing the lazy calm evening ahead, I played with it's hunger and fed it's appetite with erotic stories and images until I craved to feel your touch and imagine your warmth around me. My nipples were constantly erect as my hunger surged forward in need with every image and sensual sentence I read.

Full of arousal I walked into my room and collected what was needed to slip away into the fantasy of you being here with me.  Lube, dildo with accompanying bullet and a towel not wanting to soak my sheets with the release I needed to feel. Before lying down on my back my lubed fingers played with my erect nipples, circling, teasing and fondling my full breasts. With eyes closed I pictured the warm lube as the wetness from your mouth as you lovingly suckled them. I reveled in the images and feeling of your tongue dancing across them, taunting, nipping and alerting my clit to attention. I could feel my sex start to swell and moisture leak from its opening.

Now on my back I reached for the dildo and inserted the bullet, switching it on and feeling my pussy reacting already to its hum. I first touched her with my own lubed fingers, and basked in the memory of your touch. Your mouth wrapped around one nipple as your fingers gently explore and tease my clit and outer lips. I almost start to cum and slow myself down, knowing if I cum from my clit I'll be done. It's too intense. So I pull back and bring the dildo into play. With my clit on high alert I take the lubed up cock and slide the smoothness of its head up and down my slit. The dildo is the same size and thickness of your cock and although not the feel of your flesh, the vibrations humming over my lips, clit and opening make up the difference.

Slowly I become lost in the warmth and wetness that is building inside me as my own moisture coats my walls. My hips and pussy reach up to feel the fullness of the dildo as they have reached for you, time and time again. I taunt my opening with its smooth warm head and then finally penetrate and feel my pc muscles clamp around the cock. Reality melts into fantasy and you are now there with me. The memory of you inside me, moving, filling, teasing is alive and my mind races through scenes of our love making. Images of you standing naked before me come into view as I examined you for the every first time. The flex of your muscle, the curve of your ass, the smoothness of your skin and most of all how your cock hung, semi-erect between your legs as you tried to contain your desire.

I can feel my cunt opening up more to take the dildo deeper as I move it in and out and around inside, touching every spot and feeling the building of the first orgasm as the vibrations from the bullet hum through me. My juices start to run over the cock as I'm lost in the feel of your own and my hand finds it's quick rhythm as I hear my wetness increase and the first orgasm rolls through me.  My hunger is great and I continue to play building myself up again and again until I've soaked the towel with multiple orgasms.

My clit is still wanting and needy. I take the warm, smooth, wet head of the cock and slowly start to run it over my slit, lightly touching and teasing my clit. I flash upon your cock and how I love the feel of your smooth head slipping over me, teasing me. My juices start to flow once again and how I wished you were there to drink from me. I continued to tease my clit by slowly running the cock over my slit and letting the vibrations coax out my own. Flashing across my mind, I see you standing over me, loving how my body responds to your own. Images play of my hand reaching down and holding your cock as it slides in and out of me, moving easily through my fingers. Loving the feel of your wet, firm shaft slipping along the palm of my hand. Then the images all start to blur and run together as my arousal builds to a climax and the intensity from my clit explodes into a beautiful release.

My body drifts and my mind floods with endorphins as I lay the vibrating dildo across my slit and relish in the drifting. After many moments I turn off the vibrator but continue to be still. Satiated for the moment. Until my need for you arises once again.



Friday, August 9, 2013

It's not about Denial, but about Control.

The sound of your arousal explodes against my senses with electric feelings rushing down through my veins.  Having had you come inside me twice already in the last 30 mins; seeing you reclining upon the bed beside me, exhausted, your cock, flaccid and resting; I reach for you once again and hear your deep sigh.  You know I haven't had enough for the night.

Why would I desire to deny myself the enjoyment and entertainment of pushing you to your orgasmic edge over and over and eventually feel and hear your body scream and convulse through it's final release?  Your cock belongs to me and me alone.  I decide when it gets to enjoy the warmth of my warm tight walls wrapped around him or the feel of my mouth encasing your shaft as my tongue dances along it's long and thick length.

I love how you struggle to hold back, veins filling with blood, and eventually giving in and wondering if there is any more of your seed left to spill.  Then from a place you never knew existed inside you comes a deep roar as the last of that hidden seed finds it's way to escape out of your sensitive slit. By now you're 1/3 off the bed, grabbing onto the legs of the near by nightstand and holding on, your fingers tightly wrapped around it's legs.  You hear a scream and realize it's your own as you feel my mouth continue to move up and down your shaft and my hands pumping the last of your seed from your drained balls.

I look up at the exhaustion spreading over your face as you tell me you can't open your eyes. They've been held tightly for to long.  Why would I deny myself such a spectacular show of lust and passion. I'm too selfish to deny myself that pleasure.  And with each orgasm, I own you a little bit more.


Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Sun and Loving Heat


Have been packing tonight to leave tomorrow to meet with NB for 4 days of sun and loving.  It's been another 6 weeks since I've seen him.  At first I was feeling all dommie and wanting to be very rough and demanding with him.  Now I find myself, as I pack, all soft inside and just wanting to feel him hold me, cuddle me and make sweet love to me.  I was starting to pack some toys, my harness and stopped. I put it all back with the exception of a few pieces of rope.  (You never know when that may come in handy.)  It's going to be very hot where we will be and I feel the greatest need I have from him right now is to connect. Not saying that there will be NO kinky activity over the next few days....But that I'm not packing any extras.

Bringing a small suitcase and planning on swimming naked and laying out in the sun.  :) We'll be at his place that has a very private backyard & pool.

As I jet off, I'm leaving you with these two great pics I found a while back.  Great messages of care and love for the female.  Love it!

Training them young.

And then she proved what comes naturally... ;)

Thursday, May 2, 2013

What Wet Dreams are Made Of.....


Follow me into my dreams....


Passion.  Lots of hot, animalistic, sweaty, can't get enough lusty passion.  Where the words are few because your mind is foggy from all the rushing of chemicals flooding your brain from coming over and over again.  Hands, mouths circling and roaming over your hungry body trying to satisfy the hunger that dwells within. 

Hot flesh pressed against hot flesh, your senses reaching for each touch, kiss, lick.  Your body lurching toward the hard cock or cocks that continually tease you until you grab one, any one and impale yourself on it.  It's not about being nice and decent in this moment but about getting what you want, need and must have.

It's about the knowing of each other, each ones triggers and making sure all leave drained of their desires.  It's also knowing that he is watching from the corner of the room, tied and unable to join in. Knowing the images that are being carved into his brain to later play over and over again. Images he doesn't want to ever leave. Images that will haunt and warm him while he's not sharing your bed.

These are the things that fill your dreams and wake you in the middle of the night, raw with hunger and wet with desire. These are the nights when you wish he was in your bed and you could roll over, wake him and slowly place your hungry wet pussy on his face while you tell him of your dream and all the things you want to do and have him see.  Then feel his cock slide inside your hunger and quench your need.








Friday, March 22, 2013

Secret Paths and Dark Shadows

Vulnerability, openness, raw communication and honesty. Some of the paths to intimacy. Emotions shared that run so deep that they cut your breath and make your heart tremble while you recount their details. Emotions and visions etched in your mind, heart and soul, birthed in childhood trauma, formed and rooted in your thoughts and sexual drive.  Thoughts so dark you've kept them to yourself and wore a mask most of your life, looking for that safe place to reveal your true identity. Who would love you if they knew you were not the man you presented to the world. If they knew the visions that sent blood rushing to your cock, your skin breaking out in a cold sweat and heat filling you with desire.  Nothing illegal, just thoughts not accepted by those who surround your everyday life.  You go through life carrying these dark shadows, wondering if there is anyone to walk the secrets paths with you, hold your hand as together you face those shadows one by one. Then when you thought it could never be, she is there. 

Her words shine a light into your darkness and she draws you close with her scent. You share, a little at first, then with each revealing and her acceptance you reveal more until you find yourself heady and walking down the secrets paths with her by your side. She draws you closer to her warmth and you both take steps toward shadows you've never shared. Mixed emotions start to fill your heart. Fear that you may walk into the darkness and lose your way.  Fear that ahead is a bottomless abyss, the same one that calls out to you in the night. Fear that you'll like the darkness and not want to go back.  But also hope that you've found the one who will walk with you and share in your fears, open your thoughts and share in your desires. 

Amazement starts to fill your being as you find the depth of the shadows to be much deeper than you had imagined as she leads you along the way.  It's the safety in her arms, her touch, her intoxicating aroma and her words that give you courage to explore it's depths.  The power she seems to hold over you, to take you to places you feared to acknowledge even existed.  But they were there, always living in your dreams. You feel her strength take your hand and you are led down those secrets paths, toward those dark shadows and are no longer afraid. You feel the false identities fall away, and in her presence you find peace. All of your unconventional ways and needs unconditionally accepted by this woman who sees right through you, instinctively knows you and still loves you.  In fact she needs you ... just the way you are. For you have shed a light upon her secret paths and exposed her own hidden dark shadows. 

Together you have found stability.  Together life has more meaning.  Confidence and courage have replaced uncertainty and doubt. Passion has taken on new meaning and intimacy finally has a form.



Friday, February 22, 2013

The Sound of His Voice

There is nothing more erotic to me and switches me from a non sexual mood to feeling the moisture starting to accumulate between my legs, then to hear the voice of a very masculine, alpha male who is in charge and in control throughout the day, slipping from that strength into a submissive, vulnerable surrender. And when the man who owns that voice is one you know so well intimately, the change can happen in a matter of mere minutes because you know just what to say to trigger his deepest need.

I've heard NB's voice calm and also stern and authoritative. I've heard him talk with clients, associates, family and servers in a restaurant  It's a confident, assured voice.  One people listen to and are sometimes entertained with.  I know his voice well.  But the voice I love the most, is the one only I hear.  His submissive voice. That one belongs to me and speaks volumes of our bond.

It's a quiet, soft and humble voice.  It speaks of surrender and respect for who we are as a couple. It's bathed in our passion and his knowledge that he has exposed himself to me in the most intimate of ways and the thought of how I know and understand him leaves him vulnerable and transparent in my sight. The simple word, "yes" leaving his lips is pregnant with surrender as his soul reaches out to me and places it's trust in my care.  His body heaving sighs of relief at my touch or the sound of my voice, leaving tension and worry at his feet.  How I love the freedom in his voice as it acknowledges the sensations washing over his frame, freely expressing to the world his pleasure.

Yes... I will never tire of the sound of his voice.

Mine.....

Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Angry Sex!



Sometimes....When emotions run deep and inner struggles are too complicated to express with words, 'Angry Sex' is the best remedy.  I'm not referring to violent, land him in the hospital sex, but passionate, controlled and the "I want to fuck the shit out of you" mind set!  What better way to release all the pent up adrenaline rushing through your veins.  Getting your heart rate up, getting deliriously lost in the synergy between both of you and ending in great orgasmic release! Sweat, fury, tears...somehow catharsis for the soul.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

Passion and the Need of Touch.



Touch has it's own language and leaves its own pathway along our brain and soul. I use to work with troubled youth in school districts and because of our society and culture these days you were not allowed to touch or give them a hug.  You could ask them for permission but even that was frowned upon.  The decision, because of liability issues, was that you could help, heal, comfort without touching them. Even reaching out to hold a hand was questioned. Being the rebel I am and a very big hugger, I was always hugging, after asking their permission first.  Because I know unless there is human touch there is no lasting connection.  Good touch, over time, can erase the markings of bad touch or lack of touch in someone's life.

Touching whether sexual or non sexual is bonding.  We either repel from the bond trying to be created or we welcome and allow it to touch our soul. A tender touch from a caring soul can unleash a flood of tears you were not aware was lurking behind your eyes and break the damn within your heart.

Touch awakens passion within us.  It starts to trigger our senses and reminds us we are alive. Nerve endings stir, and in a sexual setting, arousal stirs and our bodies start to relax and excite at the same time as we flow into the sea of passion.

There wasn't a lot of touching from my parents when I was growing up.  It was the time when children were 'seen and not heard' and we seemed to be more ornaments in the home than living beings. I craved 'touch' and when I had my own children I poured out my affection all over them! We are a very touchy family. My middle daughter's nickname is 'Kitten' because she would crawl up on my lap, cuddle into me and ask me to rub her back and play with her hair. Even to this day, as an adult, she'll do that!  I do honestly believe that this is how my 'petting' fetish developed!  ;)

Recently while in Las Vegas with NB we were watching a live show and I was snuggled up to him with my right arm and hand along side his left. After a while he leaned over to me and said, "You've been 'petting' me for the last 20 mins."  I was totally unaware of what I was doing and of course it was starting to get to him! We talked about my 'petting' fetish after and I realized that for me, it brought me comfort and a feeling of connection as I was enjoying our time together.

Touch is critical in my life.  I have ended relationships when it wasn't there in the way I've needed it.  It's a form of non verbal communication that sometimes says so much more than words can convey. In my life it's wrapped up in the passion that lies inside me and expresses the emotional state of my heart and soul. If you reject my touch, you reject my core being.  It's like a knife cutting through the depths of my heart.

I have lived a lot of my life surrounded by pain and death in my life journey. Life is too short to deny the basic human needs that live within each of us. To close our eyes to what we need deep inside and deny passion is a loss to all. There is great beauty to be found in life and those who embrace passion and recognize the healing power of a human touch seem to find it easier than others. But passion lies within all of us.

I came across this quote below from Joss Whedon on my Tumblr a few days ago.

"Passion.  It lies in all of us. Sleeping...waiting...and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir...open its jaws and howl.  It speaks to us...guides us.  Passion rules us all.  And we obey.  What other choice do we have?  Passion is the source of our finest moments.  The joy of love...the clarity of hatred...the ecstasy of grief.  It hurts sometimes more than we can bear.  If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace.  But we would be hollow.  Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we'd be truly dead."
~ Joss Whedon ( Buffy the Vampire Slayer)



Another form of 'petting' I enjoy.......



Saturday, October 20, 2012

Saturday Eye Candy

To celebrate Saturdays and that some Saturdays I have way too much time on my hands, here is a favorite Eye Candy today from my tumblr site! http://sexualdestinies.tumblr.com/

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This is how I think of you when we are apart.  You call when you can't sleep.  As we talk, I can hear your voice changing and I know what you are doing.  You say it's just hearing my voice that starts the building of your excitement.  Connecting your orgasm to me and all the memories and fantasies we build together.  If you can't have me there by your side, at least you can have my voice soothing in your ear, transporting you here with me, if only for a moment.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Squirting in Vegas!

It was a 4 hour flight and I was tired from getting up so early and not sleeping much the night before. NB was at a trade show at the convention center across the street from our hotel. I texted him that I had arrived in our room and was going to freshen up. He texted back that he'd be there in 10 min. I had many different scenes playing in my head on how our first meeting after so many months apart would be, but me just stepping out of the shower and reaching for a towel was not what I had in mind when I heard him enter the room with a warm and excited greeting.  He walked past the bathroom and settled in the chair next to the desk and his lap top. I took a deep breath and collected as much of my Domme demeanor as I could. Not wanting to just rush into his arms, I wrapped the towel loosely around my body and still wet, walked into the main room.

"That was fast.", was my greeting.  Smiling, I calmly walked toward him, heart beating rapidly as I gazed upon this man, dressed smartly in a blue suit, white, crisp shirt and yellow gold tie. Fighting the urge to make him stand and strip right there before me, I leaned over, barely covering the lush breasts that I know he dreams of and kissed his smiling lips.

He'd only left the convention center to take me to lunch.  Lunch was set aside for the next 45 minutes as his clothes found the floor and our bodies reclaimed their long lost territories. It was a wonderful 3 1/2 days of remembering what had drawn us together before and we found the passion and chemistry as if it had been waiting for us to return.

Our last night in Vegas, NB planned a special treat.  Dinner at the Eiffel Tower Restaurant at the Paris Hotel and after dinner, tickets (3rd row seats!) for The Jersey Boys show!  I felt loved, adored, pampered and above all relaxed.

What does all of this have to do with Squirting in Vegas?  Everything!  I'm normally not a squirter. And the only man who had been able to get me to achieve that in the past had been NB.  That last night as he held me, kissed me and began to run his velvet smooth hands over my body, we seemed to find that place where we had left so long ago.  That familiar place where two lovers know each other's bodies so well.  Every crevice, flaw, crease and wrinkle and could never get enough. You know that place where you no longer have to show what you like, but they know and now have built on that knowledge. 

That's how I felt that last night.  Lost in his velvet touch.  Feeling that nothing else in the world mattered to him but pleasing me in the most passionate and erotic ways. Hearing him tell me how he loves the feeling of the soft folds inside my cunt and how I slowly open to him with excitement and hunger for more. Suckling my breasts as his fingers explore my sex knowing how the circuit between the two are so connected and feed off each other. Building my arousal and making me get lost in the present reality and floating to a place that all that mattered was climbing that beautiful mountain of orgasm that was waiting at its top.

Then I felt it! That first splash hitting my stomach. Then my thighs, soaking all around my ass and him softly saying..."Yes, yes, yes......" I felt like I was laying in a child's wadding pool with my release and his satisfaction all around me.

Yes. It was a good 3 1/2 days of finding each other again, sharing, remembering and lightly talking of future plans. We are in no rush.  A cuckold relationship must have a strong foundation to sustain its dynamic.  It's worth building.  The communication, honesty, trust and yes integrity must be found there.  I know for many its a lifestyle they can't wrapped their minds around and some harshly judge. And there are, as in any lifestyle, those that treat it badly.  But for NB and I it works because its only part of the dynamic of who we are together.

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Thursday, September 27, 2012

Let Your Passion Ignite When You Cum!

Let Your Passion Ignite When You Cum!  I want to HEAR YOU!!!!

Men!  Speaking only for myself and not understandably for ALL women; if you are with me, I really want you to let go and lose yourself vocally, bodily and with every fiber of your being when you cum!  The degree in which you lose yourself in that passion and rush of chemicals, hormones and pure ecstasy tells me a lot about your own personal freedom, comfort with yourself and degree of being uninhibited!

I can compare it to when a person laughs.  No.... seriously!!!!   I pay close attention to how a man laughs, especially when I am first getting to know him.  Does he stifle the laugh? Is it controlled?  Or does it easily flow out from the depth of his belly without him even noticing?  Does he even 'snort' at times when the laugh is coming from so deep inside?  I know I have been known to do that!  Embarrassing?  Sure... but also funny!  I'm not ashamed of my passion in any area of my life.  I desire to be free to express what I am feeling and I look for those who are in my life to be just as free.  If they aren't... then at least they want to be free!

The same is true when a man cums.  It tells me a LOT about his own comfort and freedom with his body and passion.  Does he let go of what he looks like, sounds like and does he just get lost in the rush that is moving throughout his body?  I want to see that!  I want to hear what you are going through.  And if we are coming together...I want us to blow the roof off!!  Damn it's nice!!!!

One thing I'm really excited about in meeting up with NB in just a few days is that that man knows how to cum!!!!!!  OMG!!!!  There is no mistaking what he is going through.  He feels it from his toes all the way up through his eye balls!!!! His body almost goes into convulsions!  He sweats, swears, makes sounds, shakes and takes me on the journey with him!  I get all crazy wet just thinking about it!  It tells me he's mine, he's free and wants to share all of himself with me.  It speaks volumes!!!

So men... If your woman is anything like me...let her hear you!!!!! 

In the pic below... I love the strain on his face!!!!  Yes!  I know he's gagged...but his body is still speaking!

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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Cuckold Reunion ~ A Passion Returned

On October 1st I'll be reunited with my cuckold whom I'll call here on my blog 'NB'.  The 'NB' standing for Naughty Boy!  NB and I had a beautiful and full relationship, but unexpectedly he had to leave and what we hoped would only be a few months turned into many.  (Too long and complicated of a story to go into!)  We tried to hold things together but after many months we let go and I went my own way without him.  Not necessarily looking for another cuckold, yet finding many flocking to my side. But a cuckold relationship is not something you lightly walk into and my heart went out to those men I met along the way who had at one time lived and enjoyed that lifestyle and for many reasons found themselves alone.  It's hard enough looking for a compatible lover in the world as a whole.  But for a cuckold man who is deeply wired for that lifestyle and has experienced the highs and lows of it, it is very difficult to find it again.

I've had the pleasure of select lovers and pets as I've been on my own. And looking back realize that in each of them I was looking for parts of NB. With nothing now standing in our way, NB and I started talking a few weeks back about seeing each other again, if only to bring closure if we found there was no longer a connection.  After only a few days of communication we found ourselves settling back into the flow we had before, only this time much stronger.  One thing that has changed is me. Being on my own gave me a chance to find my way and own identity apart from the strength of what we had together.  NB had been a Dom and part of the BDSM world most of his adult life.  When he met me he found someone he trusted with his submissive side.  A side he had kept hidden.

A cuckold relationship was never anything I went out to find.  It found me through NB. I love men! And especially strong, complicated, interesting, intelligent men that find themselves lost in my presence!  I love to flirt, tease and control.  But I also need the love and security of a good man. A man that thrills me and 'gets' that he may not be enough for me. A beautiful, surrendered man that gets hard and crazed at the idea of me being with another. A man that gets lost in the cocktail of emotions that only a cuckold man would understand when he thinks of another man desiring and lusting for the woman he loves.  A man who knows that although the other man may have my attention for a short period of time, my cuckold knows my heart ultimately belongs to him. And yet I know his heart beats at a rapid rate awaiting my return to him.

So October 1st we will meet again, face to face and spend 3-4 days enjoying the crazy scene of Las Vegas.  A perfect reunion spot!  And if our conversations are a clue to how things will be when we are together again, then my life will be very fulfilling!  My muse and sustaining passion will have returned and I still have the key to the candy shop!!!!!



 
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