When Your Power Flows to Me.

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I approach our bedroom and pause before I enter. You're kneeling on the bed on all fours with ass beautifully position for the taking. You've been patiently waiting as I finished up some writing knowing it always takes longer than I had imagined. What was suppose to be 15 minutes at the most turned into an hour. Not a word from you and I wonder what has been playing in your mind while you knelt in preparation. Was it the thoughts of how many other times you had to wait and then what followed as I finally arrived?

I walk over to the bed and pick up my harness that's lying to your left. I hear you sigh and watch a shudder dance across your skin as you hear me slide it on and pull the leather straps through the rings. Before the final tightening I insert the cock you have advanced to. The biggest one you've handled. It's been lying to your left above your head but within sight. Has it been calling out to you with memories...I wonder.

Harness and cock secured, I grab some oil and dribble it along your spine down to the crack in your ass, then catch it as it falls and begin to warm your balls and cock with my hands. I crawl up along your back and you can feel the hardness of my cock pressing against you.

"Tell me boy, what have you been thinking while you've been waiting?" I whisper in your left ear. My tongue circling around it's borders; my warm breath sending shivers down your spine.

"You Miss. I've been thinking about you Miss."

"And..."

"And what you want to do to me."

I press my hips harder against you, the base of my cock pushing against your opening. "And what do I want from you boy? Tell me clearly."

"You want my strength Miss. You want to fuck me and take what belongs to you." Even now I can hear the trepidation in your voice. I know the anticipation has been building. Anxiety and apprehension heightening your sensations.

I lift up and now only my free falling breasts brush against your back. I move them back and forth in the midst of the oil. Enjoying the warm slick feeling between us. Your body finds its own rhythm and your ass reaches up to me in hunger. I feel your surrender start to flow. I move back, my hands following your beautiful lines down to your round cheeks. My thighs now pressed against yours, I take more oil pouring it down your crack and some along the head and shaft of my cock. My thumb presses against your opening. You lift up to reach it and I hear you whisper something.

"Yes boy? You said something?" My cock now teasing your hole.

"Please Miss. Please fuck me." There's moaning mixed in with your words.

One push and the tip pops in. You sigh and take a deep breath. I pour more oil along the shaft. "Come to me boy. Bring yourself to me."

I place my hands along your cheeks and open you wider. You grab the sheets in front of you for balance and gingerly push yourself down engulfing the cock. I wait for a moment letting your muscles relax against the invading object. Then slowly I start to move. In. Out. Building the sensation that begins to resonate through your body. I lean against you and reach around to grab your hardening cock. My hips and thighs rocking, my upper body barely touching you but enough that you feel my breasts brushing your back with each of my movements. My mouth only a few inches from your ear. Your body melting into mine. I sense your total surrender.

"You're a greedy little bitch, aren't you boy." You only respond with more moaning. Finally a "Fuck, yes Miss." Slips through your lips.

As I feel the heat increasing from your body and the slickness from your pre-cum sliding along my hand as it moves along your cock, I take in the power you release to me with your surrender. With each push into your inner regions I own more of you. Mark more of you. Understand and thrive off of you. I kiss the back of your neck before taking it in my hand and bring your head back to touch my mouth.

"Yes. A fucking greedy little bitch, but you're mine."

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Come and Play Sexy Boy

( CB almost looks like a Christmas card here! )

It had been a while since I had the opportunity to use my strap on. A major draw back in not being in a steady relationship...so many of the things I enjoy doing are not in play. I love the power exchange that takes place when a man offers up to me that sacred place of his. Especially if it's for the first time. But I'm picky and not every man walking around with this interest to explore is going to be able to draw that lust out of me to take him. There must be a connection formed between us over time and a stirring that he's able to create in me that awakens the desire to posses him. All of him...even if it's only temporary. This was not about building a relationship with someone, this was about having a beautiful, sexy, toned and hungry boy to play with and I knew just who would fit the bill.

CB was coming up on business and had a night free to spend with me. We planned to meet for a light dinner and drinks. He was to wear over that tone, tall frame of his a nice shirt, tight button-fly jeans and slinky panties underneath. He complied and arrived with an anxious and submissive demeanor.

He was fidgety over dinner and in his boyish charm he spoke of idle things as I watched his mouth move, and his eyes give away his anxious mood. As I listened and responded to his banter my right hand moved over his left thigh and found the warmth of his crotch. All I could think about was touching him. Looking at his naked form before me. Examining him. I needed to get him home...soon. Forget soon!  Now!

As soon as he entered my hallway I had him stop and strip. I leaned against the wall, arms casually folded and watched as his clothes were removed and placed in a neat pile on the bench. Now down to those panties I had told him to wear, I left him standing in the living-room while I retreated to the bedroom and changed. A few moments later I emerged wearing a black lace trimmed corset along with the lace thong panties, black thigh highs and black boots I already had on. He stood waiting and when he saw me, his eyes widen and his cock harden without a touch. He was uneasy as I approached him.

"Are you cold?" I placed my right hand under his balls and gently pulled down on the fabric.

"No Miss." He tried to be calm but I could see a slight trembling as my hand moved along the fabric that outlined his erection.

I could almost hear the flooding of thoughts that were racing through his mind. How many nights before this one had he laid awake wondering just what would transpire between us? Which of those many thoughts were now some of the cause of his trembling? Didn't matter....I loved seeing it. God how I love that! I grabbed the oil I had on the counter nearby and poured some in the palm of my hands. He watched my every move as I warmed the oil between them.

"Take them off." He floundered for a brief second then remembering all he had on were the panties, immediately dropped them to the carpet.

"Leave them there and stand still." I instructed him as he started to bend over to pick them up.

I approached him and stopped, standing only a few inches away. He started to reach his hands up as if to touch me, "No." I grabbed his chin and met his eyes with mine. "Stand still. Don't move."

I placed my hands on his shoulders, warm oil coating them as I ran my palms down his arms. "Stand very still." I whispered as I brushed my lips across his. I continued to move my hands along his chest, down his inner thighs, briefly touching the sides of his shaft. His sighs and low moans started increasing as I made my way along behind him. My hands now exploring his back, again his shoulders and arms, then back down to the small of his back.

I reached for more oil, pouring a generous amount into my palm. I pressed the front of my thighs against the back of his, his ass warming just above my mound. I could feel my own wetness increasing and starting to soak the crotch of my panties. I pressed my chest up against his back, my hands traveling around him and down to his cock, his head shiny with pre-cum. The moment my hands touched his shaft he moaned and leaned back against me. I was lost in just feeling the warmth of his skin and the strength of his body when his arms swiftly moved behind him and in-between us. His fingers found their way into my panties; as if my wetness was calling out to them announcing the way.

For a very brief moment I thought of slapping his arms for being disobedient, but hesitated long enough to enjoy the smoothness of his fingers expertly sliding into my pussy and gently kissing her folds with his finger tips. I squeezed the muscles inside her enough to pull his fingers a bit deeper then forced myself to pull away before I made the evening all about him pleasuring me. That would have to wait for another time. Tonight was about owning him. Pulling him into me and taking that sweet ass of his I'd been dreaming about. That thought alone overrode my own need for self pleasure. I had more in store for him, and I had only just begun.

Nice treat for under the tree!

Happy Holidays!

I Just Need to Fuck You!

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Sometimes I look at you and I want you silent...completely silent.  Breathing...soft moanings are allowed, but words...no words this time.  Only speak to me through your eyes and your responses. All day my mind has been traveling over the images that are etched in it's memory.  And those arms... those ripped arms that wrap around me when you surprise me from behind and press that bulge up against my ass.  My hand reaching back and running my fingers under your ball sack, back and forth from your ass to your base.  Feeling the thick warmth of your breath against my neck.

My hands have been itching to touch you, feel the texture of your skin and the smoothness of your shaft beneath them.  My mouth waters as I remember your taste and girth passing through my lips.  The muscles in your chest rippling as you breathe while my fingers explore you; readying you to be taken.  Reminding you again how addicted you are to me. Your thighs twitching and balls rising tight as I lightly run my fingers along your member feeling the pre-cum trickling out of your slit.  You try to hold on, you know you must hold on, I need to savor you, every breath...every movement...every moan.  I watch your cock head glisten with desire. I can still taste you on the roof of my mouth. You start to close your eyes but I demand you to look at me.

Desire builds, pulsing, rising and reaching for you. I want to feel you inside me, but the need to possess you is stronger.  The need to see you on the edge over and over until you're reaching your ass and hips off the bed craving for me to enter you.  Legs quivering, breath catching and your eyes begging.

I'll take you and never forget how the countenance of your face looks when you've given me everything. And for that moment I'm satiated.  Until my hunger and lust for you rises again.

Priming you for my pleasure.

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And When I Take You.....

You lying naked on your back upon the bed, eyes watching every move I make as I walk around its frame.  Looking, reaching out to lightly touch you; struggling against the urge to take you now instead of prolonging what we both need. I've instructed you not to speak, but to only follow my movements and respond, fully concentrating on the feel of my touch.

I climb onto the bed and kneel between your legs. With a bottle of lube in my right hand I pour a stream of its cool liquid along your shaft and balls, cupping my left hand beneath you to catch the slippery substance and rubbing it along your crack and anus. Your eyes widen and tell me you want to speak. 

"Shhhh." I remind you. "Just feel me."  

I want you lost in the sensations I'm building inside you. Lost, intoxicated, owned and ruined for any other. 

I reach for the dildo on the bed to my right and start to apply lube to its shaft and head. Your face flushes and your breath picks up as you follow my fingers gingerly preparing my instrument of ownership over you. I know your mind is flashing on previous encounters and remembering the sensation of that dildo sliding into your ass for the first time. How you at first bucked against me and your sphincter muscles resisted entrance. But then with tenderness and coaxing you finally received what you had been asking me for. Full penetration. Now you're addicted and your body already starts to prepare for intrusion as you watch me lube the cock I'll fuck you with.

"Take me. Do what you want with me. Make me yours."  Were your words and desire toward me when we first met and felt the amazing connection between us.  I wanted to take you fully then, but knew there was a process to make it worth while and leave you ruined as a result. Beautifully ruined with me forever imprinted on your body and soul. I knew then I needed you as mine alone.

With the dildo ready I run its head along your opening, teasing and coaxing it to open for me, while my left hand runs along your shaft.  My eyes are staring into yours. Watching the expression on your face as you give in to your hunger to feel it's fullness within you. You slowly relax and the head pops through your opening as you take a breath simultaneously.  

As you're getting close to the edge I pull out slowly, leaving you wanting. I wipe the dildo off, stand and slip it into the O ring in the harness firmly fastened around my hips. Your eyes still following my movements as I once again apply more lube to the fasten cock.

"Do you want me to fuck you pet? You may speak now." 

Your throat is dry, but you find the words to answer. "Yes please. Please fuck me Mistress." 

"Hard and fast or slow and tender?" I'm smiling as you know I'll do what I want.

"Whatever you want Mistress. Take me please. Fuck me please." Your voice pleading for me to return inside you.

I climb back onto the bed and position myself again between your legs. You instinctively hold your legs up to allow me easy access. With cock now attached to my harness I again take the wet head and play with your opening. This time it easily finds a welcome to the intrusion. As I slip in you moan and I press deeper until fully inside. I slowly move my hips to create the rhythm you need and your body gives itself to me. You close your eyes and I know your slipping away in pleasure. 

I lean over you while still moving inside you, my breasts pressed into your chest, I grab your throat and take your ear in my mouth. 

"Who do you belong to?" I whisper. My hand lifting away from your throat slightly for you to answer.

"I belong to you, always, forever." You whisper back, eyes still closed. 

Your body with each thrust moves in unison with mine, asking for more. We melt into each other blurring the definition between us. I continue to penetrate you feeling your cock pulsing beneath me.

"When I take you, it's forever." I whisper into your ear. 

You swim lost in your submission to me. Beautifully ruined forever.

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What I'm Thankful For.

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This!  This right here is the form that always gets my attention. Toned, not bone skinny. No bulging muscles that give me nothing to hold on to and caress when I'm feeling soft.  A form, that in my eyes says 'testosterone' and I want all of it!  A beautiful cock that promises pleasure, fullness and lovely hanging balls!  Dark hair because I like dark things. ;) And eyes that look with passion. He makes me Thankful! 

And also this...

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What else makes me Thankful this day are the memories I have of NB and our relationship. Even though I have no idea what the future holds and if we'll ever find our way back together again, as I thought of what I was Thankful for, my mind kept going back to him and his beautiful submission. So setting loss, hurt and heartache aside, I'd like to share the beauty of that submission.

There was nothing pretentious or insincere about NB's submission and his cuckold wiring. It has been deeply rooted since childhood and how it manifested throughout him was the driving force for me in my dominance over him. I am thankful for all the vulnerability he exposed to me; the beauty of his heart and the pleading in his eyes as I would take more and more control of him in ownership. I loved watching the struggle between the Alpha man he was to the world and the little boy inside wanting to be completely owned. Even at times needing desperately to be 'taken' by force. 

Which brings me to his lovely, adorable ass that I loved to prove my ownership as he groan with pain, mixed with pleasure, not sure if he could take more, then after, shyly asking for it again.

Today NB, I choose to be Thankful for you. Many emotions run through me these days, from frustration, anger, disappointment, confusion, sadness...but also softness over all we shared. I am thankful for the beauty of your honest submission to me and pray someday I'll find that again.

~ Vista

Triggers, Asses and Subby Places.

"Just lie there on your back. Don't move unless I say so." I stared at him as he closed his eyes and a smile started to spread across his face.

"And no fantasizing!" I slapped his cock and his eyes sprung open.

"You are to only concentrate on my touch, what I am doing to your body and how it's reacting. You are not to drift off into your normal, nasty little perverted thoughts!"  I had to hold back my own smile knowing how I love those nasty, little perverted thoughts of his and even encouraged them.

"Yes, Mistress." He answered in his breathy submissive tone. He closed his eyes again as I started to run my fingers lightly over his bare chest. I was straddling his hips and could feel his cock pulsing under me. My juices flowing over him creating a delicious warm lube of pleasure. My hands explored the landscape of his body that I know so well.  Every muscle, crease, wrinkle and mole. Hands slipping around his inner thighs, teasing his balls lightly, pussy still enjoying his strength beneath me.

Time became a slow hush as I deliberately and slowly brought his nerve endings to attention. Whispering, "Follow my touch.", as I moved over him. He was becoming hypnotize as I reached for his tender nipples and lightly ran the tip of my fingers over them, making them stand at attention. Then I slowly started to pinch. Softly at first, then harder as his tolerance began to build between pleasure and pain. I moved off his cock and to the side, still playing and pinching one nipple as my other hand ran along his inner thigh and grabbed at his tender balls.

"Keep those eyes closed and follow my touch. Only think about what I'm touching and respond to that."  I already had the lube close by and lubed up my free hand. Then I went for my main target. Fingers gently working down his balls, along his perineum until I found his sweet spot and started to massage his opening. One, then two fingers easily slipped in as he gave way to my intrusion. I watched the expressions of pleasure start to sweep over his face as he continued to slip deeper under my touch.

My other hand moved from his nipple to his shaft, gently touching in a rhythmic flow up and down and under his balls. "Just breathe baby. And feel."

Then he felt the first dildo slip along his opening teasing it to surrender. He took it well, as I had been training him to do. But tonight I was going to graduate him to a bigger size. This was only the beginning. After a few minutes he felt it leave his warmed up and eager hole and his eyes opened in disappointment.

"Close those eyes. I'm not done yet! " I commanded. Quickly he obeyed and I reached for the next size beside me.

"Trust me." I whispered as I readied it along his opening. He clenched instinctively at first. I touched his ass cheeks and rubbed them.

"It's ok...trust me." I kissed his round globes and tried again. This time he gave way and welcomed the new toy. Thighs up, spread wide and pulled to his chest. I loved having him on his back so I could see the expressions of pleasure, concern and sometimes anticipation of pain as I worked the dildo gently, further along his canal.

I took my time. Watching his reactions, facial expressions, breathing and body responses.  "Feel me."  I kept saying.  Keeping his attention on me and my touch and not on his thoughts that I knew had a tendency to wander off to his favorite perverted fantasies. He stayed with me. Followed my commands until, when I thought he had enough, I finally moved the dildo out of him. He winced and sighed as he felt it finally leave. I moved things off to the side and curled my body up next to his. His eyes still closed.

"You did really well, my love. That was the biggest yet! But your ass needs to rest."  I started to kiss his face, lips and closed eyes lids.

"Mistress..." Eyes still closed, he started to speak.

I ran my fingers through his hair and leaned my ear close to his mouth. "What is it?"

"Can we go bigger next time?"

Damn!  He's so greedy!!!! ;)

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His Eyes Hungry. His Body Pleads: Use Me!

Recently I had a conversation with NB about submissive men and men in general.  We discussed how most of society sees, trains and portrays women as sexual objects and men as the dominant conquers.  We both agree that is a wide sweeping generalization of mankind and we are seeing that change at a slow pace in the people that cross our paths.  One of the main reasons I enjoy an alternative lifestyle is the freedom of people to be and/or discover who they are aside from the labels and definitions of culture and society.  What I have found over time is the exciting discovery of traditionally alpha men needing to fulfill a deep seated desire to be sexually objectified.  A desire I find thrilling and am willing to satisfy.

When a man finds himself in a sexual relationship/encounter with a woman who knows what she wants and has a need to use him to her satisfaction where she is doing the majority of the work, he finds it new territory and eventually freeing. This becomes very enlightening for him once he ventures into anal play.  For a man to surrender his strength and allow you to penetrate him, putting him in the receiving end while he lies there and feels you working the plug, fingers or dildo into his dark region is a turn of events and exchange of power. It also gives him a better idea and frame of reference of what it is like for you when it is his cock, fingers or toy penetrating your pussy or ass.  I think this is a great example of "Turn-about-is-fair-play."

One of the great things about anal play and pegging is that it teaches the man how important 'warm up' is!  ;)  He will put up a fight if you try to go balls deep into his ass and he's not ready!  It teaches a man the art of warm up, emotionally getting him ready if it's a new experience for him and how important his 'mood' plays into the event happening in a pleasing, erotic manner.  For women we find how much 'work' fucking someone can be.  But what a great workout of the hips, ass and thighs!  No wonder most men have great shaped asses!  It's all that thrusting they've been doing!

I personally love watching the different phrases a man goes through when it comes to introducing pegging and anal play.  First reaction is normally negative, but depending on the man, you can sense as you get to know him if this wall of resistance can come down brick by brick.  And if so, the journey of bringing him to this new discovery is absolutely delicious!  Watching him go from fearful and an ass as tight as a vice grip to one that opens and welcomes you willingly at your first touch is intoxicating!  Now I understand why NB gets so excited as my pussy slowly opens for him and welcomes him warmly.  To know you are bringing pleasure and are the cause of that rush of chemicals and euphoria washing over their body is powerful.  Women who only know the receiving end of this are missing the joy that comes from having that reversed.   

Eventually your man's thoughts are filled with you 'taking' him and using him as his hunger grows, his eyes express it and his body pleads to be used!  Objectified!  I love it!  This isn't for everyone, but does fit well with a dominant woman and sexually submissive man.  There are dominant men that have found this fitting for them and I know others who would never entertain the idea.  No problem. Throw out the labels and just enjoy who you are and what your body desires to explore with a partner that fits your needs.

I love this image below from my Tumblr.  He'll mount a counter-top, lift and spread his ass to the world.  He doesn't care what anyone thinks, his ass needs to be fucked and he's letting her know it!  ;)  I love it when a man has the freedom in himself to be down right Slutty!

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When a Man Presents His Ass......

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No sweetheart, my desire to fuck your ass and your final willingness to present it to me does not make you gay. The fact that God designed your body that the best way for me to stimulate your prostate is through your ass is an issue you can someday take up with Him.  Other than that, enjoy the ride.  

Someday, and soon I hope, this will no longer be a stumbling block for straight men. Until then if you have a man in your life who seems timid about you exploring in his dark uncharted waters, it's up to you to open the gate to heaven for him.  And gently!  Strap-ons and toys are great, but before I use them I love using my fingers, gloved and all lubed up so I can feel his body responding to my touch as I use my other hand to play with his cock and balls. 

If you have been following my blog you'll remember the journey of bringing NB to this place of readiness. Well during our last visit to Vegas he finally surrendered all and it was worth the wait! It was glorious because he was ready, still a little timid, but at my very first touch of his sweet ass he opened up willingly!  He became so lost in the experience and I'm glad I was so patient with him. Sweet, hot memories.  And only the beginning!

Once men break through the mind set of sexual orientation being connected to a sexual act they can put pleasure in it's rightful place. Gay men are wonderful. Men who are bi I find very hot and intriguing. And straight men who have become free and sexually driven can be talked into a lot under the right circumstances.  ( Evil grin. )

I'm not going to go out on limb and say every man needs to get into anal play.  But I am saying to understand why you are saying no to it.  It's not a deal breaker for me and those I chose to have in my life. I have NB and he fills many of my kinky needs.  But it is a bonus.  As much as society tries to change who we are, we are sexual beings.  Our bodies will show that every time you relax and let it!

Below is a great video I ran across today that proves that very thing!  Here is a man with a very responsive body!  No matter what the surroundings!  Embrace your humanity!  Life is hard enough. Embrace that you have avenues of release!

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A Naughty Nurse Setup!

He is a very lovely, sexy sub who has a fetish about nurses.  Naughty nurses that take advantage of his vulnerability while in their care.  He had spent much of his childhood in the hospital during his sexually awakening years. Being bathed, examined and eventually loosing his virginity to one over zealous young nurse who took the sponge bath she was administering to an exciting new level as she washed his young hardening cock and found she couldn't resist mounting it!  The sexual wiring was laid in his young mind.

He waited for me naked on the bed as I dwelt on his lifelong fetish and finished dressing in my new vinyl, black, red trimmed, low cut nurse uniform that barely covered my ass.  My long dark hair was pulled up in a pony tail and a nurse's cap was attached in front of it. I looked one more time in the mirror and knew his reaction would be well worth the trouble.  Naughty Nurse role play was about to commence.

"Mr Miller.  I have been given strict orders by your mistress to massage and oil you down.  Also to exam and inspect your anus to make sure it is ready for the plans she has for you later.  She has no desire to harm you and wants you to be open and available for her pleasure."  I stood, back straight, chest out and sternly delivered to him my orders.

My pet's cock immediately sprang to attention seeing his mistress standing before him, transformed and delivering one of his fantasies. His mouth formed a wide grin as he responded, "Yes nurse."

I walked to the bed, exam gloves, lube and lavender oil in hand, "Oh!  And Mr Miller.  I have also been instructed by your mistress that you are to keep your roaming hands and fingers to yourself. She has warned me of how naughty and disobedient you can be." I smirked.

"Yes nurse." He answered followed by his own smirk.

I went about my duty as nurse, having him first turn onto his stomach, massaging the lavender oil into his neck, shoulders, and back...making my way to his round cheeks. To get better leverage I positioned myself one at a time straddled across each thigh, moving from ass cheek, down the thigh, calf, ankle and foot.  My pet could feel the slick wetness of my bare shaved pussy preparing the way as I moved down his leg with more oil. His muscles tensing as he tried to remain still. By the time I finished his second leg he was moaning and moving his hips ever so slightly.

Then I moved to his arms. First the left then the right. This time I straddled his hands, my pussy just inches away from his fingers. His arm tensed and his fingers moved trying to get just a slight touch of the warmth he was feeling generating from my excited sex.

Slap! My hand finally went upon his arm. "You must behave Mr Miller or you'll get us both in trouble.  Now turn over!"

His body was warm with desire as he moved onto his back and I started along his neck again. This time straddling his hips.  Able now to look into his eyes and capture his exciting torment. It made my juices run all the more as he felt my pussy lubricate his cock with each of my movements. I made my way down his torso and repeated the drill over each thigh, once again straddling each leg. By now his hands were twitching, his fingers hungry to touch and reach inside me.

He finally lost it while I was straddling his right arm, his fingers only inches away from what he longed to touch and feel. I felt two of his fingers slide easily inside, my body grabbed his hold.

I allowed it for a moment of my pleasure then yelled out, "Mr Miller!" He kept his fingers where they were, reluctant to move. I lifted off his hand and moved quickly between his legs.

I slapped his balls and cock a few times.  "Mr Miller.  You do know I'll have to report your actions to your mistress.  I'll claim no responsibility and will blame you fully."

"But nurse!"  He began to protest. Perspiration already beading and pooling along his chest. His 6 ft toned frame full of hunger.

"Shh!  Mr Miller.  I need to finish one last task before your mistress arrives."

I slid on one exam glove on my right hand and reached for the bottle of lube. "This won't take long Mr Miller." I instructed as I began to stroke his still very hard cock.

I poured the lube along his cock and balls and began to cover all surrounding areas, including his anus.  "Knees bent, ass up Mr Miller!" I directed with pleasure.

My gloved fingers found their way along his crack as one finger easily slipped in and I prepared him for what was ahead as my left hand continued to stroke his cock.  I started to notice pre-cum dripping from his slit and knew it was time to change directions.

I pulled my hand back, removed the glove and instructed him to lower his legs. "You look very warm Mr Miller.  Let me check your forehead before I leave."

I straddled again his hips and slid my body along his frame until my breasts were resting against his mouth.  The zipper had come down a little on the uniform allowing one breasts to pop out. I felt his tongue lick the exposed nipple and quickly suck it into his mouth. I pressed my longing breast into his mouth and then jumped back.

"Mr Miller! One more violation!"

He smiled with a hungry, lustful look in his eyes as he watched me leave the room and enter the bathroom once again.

He waited, not moving from his position until I re-emerged wearing a black leather strapped bra, black lace thigh highs, heels and my strap-on. My dark hair now down and flowing over my shoulders. I walked within inches of the bed and stopped.  Stroking the cock jetting from my harness.

"Hello pet.  Have you been prepared for me?"  Already, of course knowing the answer.

"Yes Mistress."  He eagerly replied.

"And pet, did you follow all of my instructions?"  Still staring at him and stroking.

"Of course Mistress."  He answered after a brief pause.

I walked closer to him and knelt on the bed.  My right hand reached toward his cock that was starting to soften and gave it a stroke. "I'm going to ask you again pet.  Did you follow all of my instructions?" My hand now surrounding his cock at the base and tightening my grip.

"I was obedient Mistress...really."

"That's not what I was told by the nurse, pet."

"But I was!"

I slapped his cock back and forth three times and grabbed his balls hard. "Do you see the mirror hanging on the wall to your left?" He nodded with a confused look on his face. "It's a two-way mirror and I saw and heard everything.  Everything pet."

"Mistress, it was that naughty nurse you sent to me. She was rubbing herself all over me! " He exclaimed.

I reached up to his chest and started to pull on his nipples, which he hated. "No!" He yelled out.

"Are you going to tell me the truth?" Tugging on them more.

"Yes! God yes!"

"Alright. Roll over."  I applied more lube to his hole and some to my cock. "I'm going to ask you some questions and you're going to tell me the truth."

"Yes Mistress."  I heard him mumble through his arms where his head rested.

I started to insert a finger into his hole.  He resisted, then loosen, giving me entry. "Tell me what she did."

"She rubbed her bare pussy all over me!  My chest, legs, arms and my cock, mistress."

"Did you like it, pet?"

"Oh, no mistress.  I belong to you."

My hand came down on his ass cheeks and balls.  "The truth pet!"

Softly he answered, "Yes, I did mistress."

"I saw you touch her, pet.  Tell me why you did.  Why you couldn't resist."

He was quiet for a moment then answered, "Because she smelled like you and I'm addicted to your smell, feel and taste Mistress."

Damn! I thought. He knew what that answer would do to me. "Turn over. I want to see your face."

He turned onto to his back and I scooted him close to the edge of the bed. "Legs up, knees bent and hold still."

I took the tip of my lubed cock and teased his hole until he relaxed and gave way.  Slowly I entered him until all of it was in. I stood still for a moment. Massaging his balls and slowly stroking his cock.

"Tell me again what I smell, taste and feel like." My own juice now running down my inner thighs as I start my own rhythm of penetration into his most sacred place.

"Mine."  I thought as I listen to his words, gasps and breathing.  "Mine."  As I took what belonged to me.

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Mature Hunks & Shower - Ass play!

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This beautiful picture came across my Tumblr dashboard today.  Interesting enough I had been thinking about my ex-sub and a shower scene we had together.  It flashes in my mind most days as I stand in that same shower and remember him joining me. We had met in January of this year...had sporadic communication for a few months, then things got serious in March and plans to meet developed from there. He lived some 1,500 miles away.  Our journey together was short. From January through the end of June.  The distance became the main issue and it ended before my heart was ready to give him up...but I knew if I held on to him longer the pain would eventually be worse.  So ties were cut.  Even at that, it took many months for my heart to begin to feel whole. Our times together were intense and magnificent   Many of my posts during those months are of those times.

He is built much like this man in the picture.  Athletic, lean and mature...early 50's.  His background is Military special ops...Delta Force.  That gives you some idea of the power and mental strength he possesses.  A quiet man, confident and also a switch.  A beautiful combination in my book!  What makes a man like this so beautiful and attractive to me is when he feels safe to finally, for maybe the first time in his life, open up about his deepest needs and becomes vulnerable before you. I probably know things about him that even his family and closest friends don't know.  He gave himself fully over to me and was there for my pleasure and delight.  I remember times when he would be lying naked before me, cock hard, dripping with pre-cum and as I crawled my body along his to take possession of him, in whichever way I chose that time, my heart would start to beat so fast that I'd have to mentally slow myself down to stop myself from just crawling on top of his cock and taking him, throwing whatever scene I had planned to the wind! He was beautiful!

This is an excerpt from my post July 31, 2012 called 'I Crave You'.  "Yes .... I love to walk into the room when you are busy with a task, stop before you, waiting as you slowly look up and I say, "Naked...Now." with that wanton look in my eyes.....And you drop what you are doing, face flushes, you rise and immediately pulled off your shirt, unbutton your jeans and let all clothing drop to the floor around your feet."  I wrote that as I struggled with letting him go in my heart.  He was exactly like that.  I loved that about him.  So compliant.  Always ready to expose himself to me, physically and at times emotionally.  

So... The shower memory.... He had been with me for over a week.  It had been a glorious time together and the day before he had to fly back. Our plans were to spend a leisurely day together showing him some of the sights of where I lived.  He had gone out to my deck as I went for the shower.  I thought he was having coffee, relaxing.  I had just finished rinsing out my freshly shampooed hair when I heard him enter the bathroom.  He dropped his clothing to the floor, pulled the shower curtain back and joined me. My heart, as always started to beat fast.  I grabbed the sponge and soaped up his beautiful frame.  Along his neck, down his chest, back, in between his legs, soaping, rinsing and lastly soaping his luscious ass. His back was to me as he leaned up against the wall.  I saw his right hand move to his cock as I slowly circled his opening and slid one finger inside, leaning my body against his. This beautiful man loved anal play and I was fortunate to be the first to use a strap-on on him. (But's that's another story and some others posts you can find here!)

His right hand slid expertly over his soapy cock as I worked my finger up his canal in search of his prostate. Finding it, I found my own rhythm as I circled and massage him and felt his body move against mine. The steam from the shower mixing with our own, his breathing becoming labored as his seed built up and started to ooze from his slit.  He had never felt 'milked' before and it startled him at first...the odd feeling.  ;) 

"Quick!" He shouted out knowing I would want to take his seed in my mouth and feel it slide down my throat. He moved his body to the right allowing me access to his cock.  He continued to pump hard and then guided his cock into my waiting mouth just in time to feel his explosion as his hand rested on my head.

I take my showers now and look at that wall and can still see him leaning against it. Some memories we don't want to let go of.  Below is a picture taken after I had wrapped him in a body harness made of para chord.  It shows off his lovely tight ass!  Yes... I love all things about mature men.  And the depth of the soul that comes with them. ;)

Pegging Prep for Virgin Territory.

Arrived in CA last Monday around noon.  That gave NB and I lots of time throughout that day and into the next morning to get reacquainted. He was glowing and grinning when he picked me up at the airport.  It was nice to see his desire, lust and passion for me had returned. To ensure his reaction to my arrival was stirring....I had quickly changed before meeting him into a black and white pattern dress with a pleated skirt that would move with the slight wind that was blowing. Once in the car and driving to where we would stop for lunch, NB moved his right hand over to my left bare thigh, squeezed and slowly made his way up my leg. I smiled and leaned back in my seat knowing to his delight what he would find. He moaned as he found no panties.  I was bare, warm and wet as his fingers found their way home, caressing my sex and then slipping inside me.  NB is a big man with big hands and long, wide, soft fingers. His skin is like velvet and when they find their way home deep inside me I instinctively wrap my warm folds around them never wanting that wonderful feeling to end.  There is a chemistry between people that can either repel or attract.  The chemistry between us has always been incredibly strong.  His touch, where ever it lands on or inside me is a feeling as if my body has waited for him all my life.  Waited, longed and yearned for his touch.

We left for Vegas Tuesday afternoon and arrived around 6pm.  The next few days were filled with his business activities, sight seeing for me and losing money at the slots!  And lots of food!  We tend to eat more when on trips!  Don't we all.  Each night was filled with our intimate sexual activities and not falling asleep until 4am.  All along, in the back of my mind, was pegging!  He didn't know what I had planned and I was waiting for the right time when I knew he would be relaxed and ready to follow my lead.  Wednesday night we decided to stay an extra day.  We were tired and just wanted to sleep in and spend the next day leisurely together then take in a show that night, heading back to CA on Friday.  I smiled with our decision knowing this would fit perfectly into my plan! :)

Thursday morning arrived and we woke up around 9am after another late night of play.  NB was warm and relaxed with no meetings or calls to attend to. We snuggled our warm, naked bodies together as his head rested on my breast, his mouth finding its way to its nipple.  While he happily suckled and me running my fingers through his hair I brought up my plan.  I knew he was in the perfect frame of mind to accept.

"Baby...Do you remember our talks about how much I need to have all of you?"

"Mmmmmm...yes." He mumbled through his filled content mouth.

"I know it makes you nervous when I talk about taking your beautiful ass... but god, how I need to do that." I kept holding him close to my breast, while still running my fingers through his hair. "I need to have all of you.  I crave to have all of you. I need to see you surrender everything to me. Trust me with your most vulnerable, intimate parts."

"Mmmmm...." He kept suckling and holding me tighter for security, but nodding his head in agreement.

"But you need to be prepared before I take you with my strap-on.  I need to train you to relax so that you can fully enjoy it when I do."

He let go of my breast and wrapped his arms tightly around me.  I was already drifting into a very lovely Domme space feeling his surrender melting around me.  A rush of warmth flowed over me as NB moved from lover to submissive and I as the woman he worshiped.  As he went into the bathroom to wash and prepare for his new adventure I got out my supplies to lay on the night stand.  Gloves, lube, (pineapple), anal plug with insert-able bullet, condom for plug and combination cock ring and harness.  Although I had wanted to be dressed in my Domme attire, I didn't want to give him time to lose the space he was now wonderfully in or the feel of the moment.

I first had him lie on his back.  I laid over him, resting my body against him, holding his face in my hands, kissing, loving and relaxing him as I slowly moved down his body with reassurance that all will be well.  I reached for the cock ring and harness and slipped the ring over his member. NB has big balls, which I love, and it was a challenge to gather them up and get the harness around them. But after multiple tries I finally was able to click it together on the last snap.  My hands moved around his thighs, along his inner thighs and then along his shaft and balls.  Massaging, licking, sucking, enjoying what was laid out before me. NB laid there watching, breathing and responding with soft moans.  I then told him to roll over onto all fours and display himself for me. As he did I reached for the lube, gloves, anal plug and bullet.

His head was down, cradled in his hands, legs spread, ass up and waiting.  Before I did anything more, I ran my hands over his smooth ass, kissed it, gave it soft bites and ran my hands over the small of his back and cheeks again.  I was in a very happy place.  Seeing him present himself to me. Willingly, desiring to bring me pleasure. I poured some flavored lubed down along the crack of his ass and rubbed it in, making sure it ran all the way to his opening. I smoothed it into his cheeks and down along his crack just brushing along his opening, teasing and loving every moment. Also letting the lube drip along his balls that were hanging and massaging the lube into them while reaching up to his shaft and sliding my hand along his flesh.  I reached for the glove and maneuvered my hand inside and grabbed more lube. After pouring more along his crack to his opening, I began to massage his opening with one of my gloved fingers.  He was so tight!

"Baby, breathe...relax and concentrate on how you feel. Get lost in the sensation of feeling."

"Yes." He softly replied with his head still buried in his hands.

I took my time.  Just as I told him I would.  Slowly I worked my finger around and around until he started to relax and finally one finger was able to slip in.  OMG...So tight!  I thought to myself, I hope I'm able to even get the plug in at all.  But I kept at it.  I was determined to achieve what I had set out to do.  To have him completely surrender to me. Finally two fingers and I knew he was ready.  He felt so good.  So tight.  I put the condom over the plug.  (I always do whether its a plug or the dildo for my strap-on...It makes clean up so much easier!)  Because it came with the insert-able bullet it had a nice hole I could put my finger into to guide it along inside him.  Love it!  Slowly first just the tip, then more and more.  All along I'm rubbing his cheeks, kissing them, fondling his cock and balls, asking him how he is doing and telling him what a good job he is doing and how happy he is making me. Then finally... it's all the way in as he moans with the sensation.  I grab the bullet and insert it into the plug and push the button to turn it on.  A small low hum is heard.

More moaning as I move the plug in circles inside him and in and out hitting every nerve found there along with his prostate.  I kissed and nipped at his round cheeks while I continue to fondle his cock and balls.  I then had him clench his anus muscles and had him move on to his back, keeping the plug in place. I reached down and found it had started to slip out a little and gently moved it back in place.  Now on his back I could see his face and really tease and play with him. His nipples are very sensitive and I had a great time pinching, rubbing, biting and sucking on them while I continued to fondle him.

I had this wonderful playground before me and enjoyed every inch of it!  Not wanting to over use his canal the first time I finally removed the plug gently from his hole and removed the cock ring and harness. I was so wet and ready for him.  I needed to feel his power and strength around and through me. I climbed on top of him as he thanked me for being so gentle. We kissed, touched, explored the landscape of each other and made love.  His vulnerable surrender still washing sweetly over me.

The preparation for those who are not sure how they'll feel about pegging is vital in earning their trust. Now NB is relaxed and very open to me exploring his opening anytime we play and I look forward to when he comes to visit for the holidays because he's coming to me and I'll have everything with me.  Harness and all!  I'm excited to take this next step with him.

My ex-sub was experienced with anal play, so I never had to do any prep with him and we had a wonderful time.  There are many men who have no problem with this kind of sexual play.  But there are those whether they be Dom or sub who have their own reasons for saying no, or are nervous when you bring it up. It's exciting to me when you have a partner who at first was reluctant and now through the trust of your relationship agrees and you have the opportunity to open another world to them.  Expanding the pleasures to share with one another.  Damn I find that exciting!

Cheers for more men who love pegging!!!!

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Preparing for Pegging Adventures!

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Early Monday morning I fly out to meet NB in CA, then we drive out to Vegas on Tuesday for some business he has there, back on Thursday to CA and home again for me Friday. We have some light plans.  I know we'll take in a show while in Vegas and have lots of time for play and probably little sleep!  We tend not to sleep much when we are together!  I believe it's all the time we spend apart and his surprise when he wakes in the middle of the night and finds me there next to him. He immediately goes into explorer mode and I'm his treasure. But I have some surprises for him on this trip. We've talked about 'pegging' before. The topic intrigues him, excites him and makes him very nervous.  I love it!  We never seemed to have the time to get to it in the past.  And I'm going through major pegging withdrawals! The last time was back in June with my ex sub!

The problem for me is flying with my harness etc....in my luggage.  I've had friends who had their's taken during baggage inspection! When I fly, I hide my toys and what small amount of rope I bring (mainly para chord) all through my luggage to hopefully not draw too much attention from those 'elves' who go through your bags without you being there to make sure all contents are put back! I'd be livid if my harness was taken!  I like a sturdy harness that moves well with me and I paid good money for mine! So the harness will have to stay behind and the official pegging ceremony will have to wait until December when he flies out to see me for the holidays. But there are many other ways to prepare his virgin ass until then.  (*Big Smile*)

NB is still going through some personal transition time and hasn't been too open lately or feeling very playful.  (I'm looking forward to when he bounces back full time to the man I fell in love with.) So I'm hoping with all my preparation plans I have for him plus some other intriguing surprises, that it will help him find his mojo again.  Nothing like him seeing me in fishnet stockings, corset and toys in hand for him to rise to the occasion!  Oh...and lots of lube!

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Your Ass ~ My Strap-On = Power!

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Today I read on a forum I follow this question: "Okay ladies, how do you feel about fucking your man with a strap on. Turn on or turn off?"  The question was from a 25 yr old male switch obviously looking to see what kind of interest he could stir up.  It was very interesting to see the break down of answers he has received so far today.  Out of the so far 10 responses, 3 were 'turn off', 3 were 'unsure' and 4 were 'turn on'!  You can guess where I was....LOL... 'turn on'!

 

Here is what I found interesting.  Of the 3 that were 'turn off' they classify themselves as submissives. Of the 3 that were unsure one classified as 'switch', one as 'slave' and one as 'submissive'. Of the 4 that said 'turn on'! One was classified as 'hedonist', two as 'switch' and then me...'domme'.

 

I had never thought about it this way, but the break down makes perfect sense. I have talked with men who have had submissive girlfriends and have tried to get them to use a strap-on on them and it was a failure.  The fact is, it's just not in their natural 'tool box' to want to fuck your ass!  Now a switch, as the name suggests, can swing both ways depending on the mood. And of course I know very few dommes that would turn down using a strap-on on a lovely inviting ass! For me, I can't play with just anyone...there has to be a relationship for me involved.  I have to want to take that ass!  But when that is established...hot damn it is good fun!

 

Here is what I posted: Turn on! There is something so incredibly powerful about taking your man that way! Especially when he is on his back, legs up, thrusting deep into him, watching his face, playing with his cock and balls, teasing and driving him over the brink! Damn! It's good!!!!

 

I adore the pic above! Just look at the mixture of pain, agony and ecstasy on his face!  The rope and nipple clamps add that extra touch! I love her hands wrapped around his cock, watching her strap-on slide in and out of his ass, controlling every movement knowing full well the place she is driving him to!  Damn I'm so happy I'm wired this way!!! YES!!!