Sunday, June 30, 2013

Mirror, Mirror on the Wall.....

He flew in late the night before and was due at my door the next morning at 10 am.  He had emailed earlier in the week about his schedule and how he needed to see me as soon as possible. I smiled at his hunger. Hungry, sexy, handsome men always trigger my own needs. He eyes were excited and his smile bright with anticipation when I opened the door. He had arrived 15 minutes early. I had been ready by 9:30 just in case. I smiled back and welcomed him inside.  "Hi" was all that was exchanged between us when he bent down, pulled my body next to his and kissed me over and over again. Nothing more was said. Our actions told of the chemistry that has pulled at us since we met. His hands and then mouth traveled quickly to my breast and my hands soon found his lovely cock that was growing beneath his jeans. Springing to life even more at my touch. He unzipped his zipper dropping his jeans to the floor setting his cock free as it fell into my hand. Off came his shirt and once again Mr Snow was standing naked before me. Tall and dark from his trip overseas.

I have a mirror that hangs in my hallway. He loves to turn us both towards it and watch himself as he runs his hands over my body and undresses me. This time I had on a tight fitting silk shirt that just covered my ass. His hands ran along inside the garment and slowly lifted it over my head, dropping it on the floor to join his own pile of clothes lying there.

"Did you miss me?" He whispered in my ear with his naked body pressed against mine. Kissing my neck and fondling my breasts. I could feel his cock leaning up against the crack along my ass as he asked me again... "Did you miss me?"  I reached back grabbing at his cock..."Of course." I responded back.

"I missed you." He said as he bent me toward the mirror and I position my legs for balance as he reached down and felt the wetness between my legs,  "Yeah, you missed me."  With that he slowly eased his cock inside my waiting sex.

We both looked into the mirror to watch the expression on our faces as he moved inside me. His hands still running along my body. Mine pressed against the wall for balance. Then after a few moments he slowly pulled out and turned me around towards him.  "He just couldn't wait to say 'Hello'."  I smiled, we kissed more then walked down the hallway to my bedroom, his slick cock firmly in my hand as he followed behind me.

The thoughts in my mind as we approached the bed was how to get more mirrors in my place and how someday I hope NB can see the passion this man has for me.  So hot, raw, intense and genuine.

Saturday, June 29, 2013

Saturday Eye Candy!

To celebrate Saturdays and that we all need a diversion or two, here are a few of my a favorite Eye Candy today from my tumblr site!


Lovely to look at ...... touch... examine....

Taking care to arrive pressed and ready......

Monday, June 24, 2013

Seeking, Finding and Laughter.

I have a dear, male friend I call 'L' that is a cuckold and has been looking for a very long time for the woman he can connect to and form the cuckold relationship he desires so deep inside.  He has had that relationship before and knows deep down it's the one thing that brings him pleasure, peace and satisfaction. But finding that 'one' is hard, very hard. Sometimes I know he just wants to give up, but the desire continues to move him along one day at a time. I share a lot of my 'ups' and 'downs' with NB with L and I think it helps and encourages him a bit that even though it's hard to find, it can happen.

L's search has also given me insight into the struggles to find that right connection. I do understand that when someone is looking for someone to fill a role we have in mind, that the personal connection we are really looking for can get lost in the mix along the way. The few times I have sought out a submissive male I have found the connection ultimately lacking because the personal connection was not there enough to sustain the dynamic that is involved with any D/s relationship. I do believe that deep connection is what we all yearn for.

Ferns of Domme Chronicles recently wrote on her blog an excellent article about Dominance and Vulnerability.  It's good to read posts that cover the dominant side of D/s and the struggles sometimes that dominants can have surrounding vulnerability. I know for me, it's always a risk in stepping out and going for something that may be rejected. Having a strong foundation in your relationship can help to anchor anyone in times of uncertainty.

I do know for a fact that what has saved NB and I in all that we have weathered together is the fact that we came together first as two people very attracted to each other, finding a strong physical and emotional connection before any D/s or cuckold element was brought into our foundation. The rest all developed as we learned more about each other, found safety to share our deepest desires and found with each other acceptance of all our weakness and human frailties.  He says my only frailty is that it takes me 'way' too long to get ready to go anywhere!   I'll let him believe that's the only one.  :)

Would we ever walk away from the D/s and the cuckold elements of our relationship? Only if we found it no longer played into our overall dynamic of who we are. We do talk about this. Especially with us living apart for now. We both believe that it will always be there to some degree and that when we are finally together full time it will only increase in intensity. We draw it out of each other and look forward to it deepening who we are together. But the main fact is that it is 'our' journey together. We are writing the 'play book' along the way. We have never been ones to follow anyone's script.

I'm grateful that our foundation was first founded on 'us' as a couple. We are first 'that', a couple. The rest only colors who we are. And laughter! No one can make me laugh louder and lose my breath and words like NB can!  And he is all so innocent when he does! His humor seemingly comes out of no where! Here is a fine example that I'll leave you with that is part of the glue that holds us together....

When NB was last here we were laying on my bed, TV going in the background and we were talking about our plans for the next day. When we are snuggled together like that he enjoys, as I do, finding peace and comfort with his mouth pressed into my bare breasts, nibbling and suckling away as my fingers run through his hair and I gently kiss him along his closed eyes and forehead. It's a warm, beautiful and loving ritual we share. I'm getting lost in his attention, my mind wandering as my body responds to his care when out of the blue he mumbles through his pressed lips, "I want to push the cart."  We had been discussing shopping at Walmart the next day maybe five minutes prior to his statement. I burst out laughing so hard I couldn't find my words as he surprisingly felt my breast pulled from his adoring mouth! He looked at me with his eyes so wide, wondering what I was laughing at!  Simply... I know this man! I know how off the wall comments can come flying out of his mouth at the craziest times and it unleashes in me a deep laughter that runs though my body and soul. I love him so much for having the ability to do that. It's not on purpose...its just who he is...genuine, unafraid and unpretentious with me. Vulnerable and open in all ways. How I love that! How I thrive on that. That is what takes me through some of the hard times we have had. That is what we are built on. That is what gives me the strength to be the dominant we both need. That is something I hope my friend L finds someday. An honest, free, unpretentious relationship that fills all of his desires. First ... find the one that can make you laugh!

Love men who are free and have genuine smiles!

Be who you are ... always!

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Saturday Eye Candy!

To celebrate Saturdays and that we all need a diversion or two, here are a few of my a favorite Eye Candy today from my tumblr site!

I see this and have an overwhelming urge to lick him.....

How I like my men around the house....

We all need more protein....

Friday, June 21, 2013

When they say..."Yes Please....."

Crawling inside with desire......

We had walked outside of the restaurant, the parking lot was almost empty and my car was off by itself, hidden from the bright lights. I leaned my backside against the car and he stood before me, rugged, fit and his eyes filled with deep desire. The evening had gone well for a first meeting and I was curious what his kiss would taste like.  I reached up and brought his head down for his lips to meet mine. I had no idea what was waiting for me behind that kiss! His lips were warm, soft and melted into mine. His body seemed to lose it's own identity as it found its way into every one of my curves and seemed at home. I forgot where we were and was enjoying the connection that was building between us. I knew he was becoming lost in the moment himself. I wished we were at my place warmly nestled in my bed and had all night to explore what was happening so naturally and unexpectedly between us. I had not mentioned D/s or anything of that nature during our many conversations; so the thrill that ran down my body and landed so sweetly over my clit when I mentioned I 'needed to have him' and felt his body melt even more into mine as he whispered into my neck, "Yes please" made me weak! Very wet and weak! I know the sound of a natural submissive man in the throes of his passion and that was it.  Oh god I was hooked!

There are men in the world that 'play' at submission and as you grow you learn to spot them quickly. Then there are those that by looking at them one would never know the desire that is hidden deep inside them to feel safe in the arms of a woman who can unlock that craving to please. The need to be used, admired and even objectified.  A woman who can take them to places they have only seen in their fantasies as they masturbate in the shower or late at night upon their bed.

I know that sound well.  NB was the first truly submissive man that crossed my life when I met him.  It has nothing to do with a sissy attitude, or being weak and not knowing who you are. I've always been attracted to strong, capable men who were in control of their lives and knew who they were. But there was always something missing until I met NB. In him I found a man who had the courage to explore another side of him that society didn't know how to explain or find a place for in their labeling. He knew there was a softer, more sensitive side that he didn't know how to tap into but longed to release to a woman who could hold that emotional side of him safe. The side he so often had to keep under lock and key. The side that didn't want to have all the answers to life and wanted to feel the nurturing of being cared for and loved unconditionally. If even for just moments hidden away in a trusted place. The tone of voice that bathes "Yes please", comes from a place of knowing who you are and recognizing someone that may have the key to that locked room.

It can't be faked. It's genuine, from the depths of his soul. Pain and desperate need mixed with hope fills every syllable. It's the core of an honest, vulnerable man. It makes me weak......

Sometimes it's our arms that protect......

The need to worship......

Monday, June 17, 2013

e[lust] edition #47~ Enjoy!

Chintz Curtain Condoms
Photo courtesy of Behind the Chintz Curtain

Welcome to e[lust] - The only place where the smartest and hottest sex bloggers are featured under one roof every month. Whether you're looking for sex journalism, erotic writing, relationship advice or kinky discussions it'll be here at e[lust]. Want to be included in e[lust] #48? Start with the newly updated rules, come back July 1st to submit something and subscribe to the RSS feed for updates!

~ This Week’s Top Three Posts ~

This Scene Called Life
I Don't Give A Fig
9 Reasons You SHOULD Have Sex on a First Date

~ Featured Posts (Molly’s Picks) ~

East Side Exhibitionism

~ Readers Choice from Sexbytes ~

Threesomes: Being a Good Little Unicorn

All blogs that have a submission in this edition must re-post this digest from tip-to-toe on their blogs within 7 days. Re-posting the photo is optional and the use of the “read more…” tag is allowable after this point. Thank you, and enjoy!

Erotic Non-Fiction

Sexentric News and Public Cam-Sex Report
The Play's the Thing
Sadistic Bitch
It was a good night
Kink Chronicles - Panties
Quickie Afternoon Delight
"No, you don't!"
“Objectification” by Blacksilk
So I Asked SilverHubby About Our Orgasms
For Pity's Sake, No
Like a Virgin
Three Ashes
His Princess and His Slut
I hope my neighbors got a show.


I want to know You
Once Upon an 'O'

Thoughts & Advice on Sex & Relationships

Testosterone! Don't Leave Home Without it!
Why Modeling Is Poison
On the swingset
Achievement Unlocked
How To Make A Woman Orgasm
Mutual Masturbation is Mother****ing Awesome!
The Wonder of Weddings
Introvert recovery
May is International Masturbation Month
Make love to yourself

Erotic Fiction

Fighting Spirit
Dinner is Served
Lolita Twenty-Thirteen, Part Five
Belle and Sandy
Babygirl Gets Caught

Writing about Writing

Beauty and the kebab

Sex News, Interviews, Politics & Humor

Return of the Vulcan Penis Problem
Masturbation Mishaps, Introduction
"For Novelty Use Only"
BDSM Lexicon Entry #24: Aftercare

Thoughts & Advice on Kink & Fetish

Mad Men: the dominance of Don Draper
Wicked Wednesday - Knowing When to Say No
Why Do I Like Being Owned?
The difference between BDSM & Abuse


Saturday, June 15, 2013

Saturday Eye Candy!

To celebrate Saturdays and that we all need a diversion or two, here are a few of my a favorite Eye Candy today from my tumblr site!

As amazing as his body is...his eyes burn into you.....

Beautiful laughter on a beautiful man...

And what stories lie within the eyes and heart of this surrendered soul....Tell me.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

The Lovely Mr. Snow

Hello Mr Snow!

"I'm telling you that when I put my hand against his upper thigh I could feel his hard cock flowing down his jeans! I could hardly wait to see first hand what he was bringing to me!"

I was talking to NB on the phone while he was once again out of town, late at night, in a hotel room, naked in bed, stroking his cock and wanting to hear who I finally decided on as a replacement for RT.

"OMG! Tell me more!"  As I could hear his hand gliding along his cock faster. He knows how I am so triggered by a man going commando in jeans.  Just as much as he loves it when I wear no panties with a skirt.  ;)

"Then I undid his belt, unzipped his jeans and his hard cock bounced out from it's restrictive bondage.  His thighs are strong and he grabbed my ass and pulled me into him as we were still standing by the doorway inside. I could feel all his strength pressing against me."

NB continued to question, moan and eventually cum as I answered and painted him a picture of my first encounter with the lovely, very well endowed Mr Snow.

It wasn't easy finding a replacement.  I'm extremely picky and you run across all kinds when looking for just the right lover for passion, lust but still causal.  Some men don't get it. Some men think they are god's gift and that I really don't know how a woman can be fucked until you're fucked by them!  LOL  They have no idea who I am and that I already have the best lover.  NB rocks!  Plus there is no way they can even come close to his kinky, sexual ways.  He makes me melt.  I'm just needing some one to keep me in shape and happy until NB is in town.  The chemistry NB and I have together is unique and deep. And most men don't understand how NB can be 'ok' and even triggered sexually with me having others, not realizing that the openness, honesty and trust binds us together even deeper.  If I was going behind his back that would be very different!  The fact that I share everything with him, brings him into every intimate detail of my life and makes him feel as if he is still with me.

So... Hello Mr Snow.  You are lovely and so is your beautiful cock, heat and passion. They are welcomed to my world.  I hope you can stay for a while... I hate starting over!

Nothing sexier than commando......

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Passion, Lust and Beautiful Boys!

A Tattooed Cock! Damn!

This is a yummy 23 yr old local model with a tattooed cock!  I know the photographer that shot with him very well and when she sent me his pics this morning asking my thoughts, I told her I must be at his next shoot!  I have to see for myself that cock.  I mean...did they do the ink work when he was soft, hard?  That had to hurt! I will find out first hand.  ;)   

Seeing these pics also made me think of my own young cub that I haven't spent time with since January. I do generally like my lovers older, but every once in a while I need to be with that young sweet thing and his hunger.  He's so lovely.  Dark brown curly hair, long lean muscular body and a cock that seems to harden at the very sound of my voice.  He loves older women ( he's 28 ) and I think I have spoiled him for women his age since he tells me they bore him very quickly now. Awwww.... the talents of maturity leaving it's lovely mark on youth.  ;)  Testosterone just drips from his skin and his desire for me can be intoxicating.  Alas, I can only handle him every once in a while because we have very little in common ...but when I'm in the mood for him...he fills the bill.

Why am I in the mood for him you may be asking.  Here is the update.  Remember me mentioning RT back in March? I know I've said very little, if anything, about him since but we did eventually have some lovely times together. It started out about once a week, then his schedule got crazy and went to once every two weeks, and lately even less. So I decided this wasn't working for me or what I wanted in a regular lover so we agreed to call it off.  I started to look for another.  There are plenty out there that have been waiting in the wings and I'm now going through that process and finding that right combination.  So of course my mind and other places start to think about those ones in my life that I have tucked away for special occasions and cub comes to mind.  I shot him a quick text and immediately the sweet thing answers back eager to fulfill my wishes.  Now it's just a matter of getting our schedules together...which sometimes can take weeks. He's a busy young man. So these pics this morning made me even more anxious to see that young hungry cub.

Then I received an emailed from RT asking to find some middle ground where we can still see each other when we can even if I have found a more steady lover.  You can just imagine the smile that came over my face and how warm and tingling my body became at the thought of spending more time with him. Of course I said yes!  I'm not willing to pass up any time with him.  As long as he knows there will eventually be another and he's fine with that, I'm happy!  Damn, but life can be good at times.

Believe it or not, it can be hard to find the right lover that you are not only attracted to and the chemistry is right, but that they are 'ok' with knowing that your partner is aware of you being with them.  (I have found that freaks some men out.) And also that you are happy with your partner and are not looking for them to 'wine and dine' you or have a romance with them.  But that doesn't mean that there is not to be any passion or emotions at all involved!  I have feelings for cub and he has a special place in my heart and so does RT.  You get to know them and bond with them or else it becomes very cold. And even though they have a special place in my heart (or else I wouldn't be spending any time with them) it doesn't even come close to the love and bond that I have with NB.  That is on a totally different plain and no one will ever come close to that nor will I let them.  So finding that right man who you want to be hungry for you and even dream of being with you and masturbates in the shower thinking of the last time you were together, yet is fine knowing he'll never be number one can be difficult but worth the wait.

So I'll satisfy myself with a visit from cub while I'm looking to fill the void left by RT and smile inside that when his schedule allows I'll have time with him also.  Yes, life can be good at times.  ;)

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Enjoy the extra Eye Candy!!!

My god he is beautiful!

And a nice ass!

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Saturday Eye Candy!

To celebrate Saturdays and that we all need a diversion or two, here are a few of my a favorite Eye Candy today from my tumblr site!

I love it when they struggle!!!! So Hot!

Beauty and Art

Muscles and  ink....And his hand on himself... yes!

And again..More of the same that makes me so wet!

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Sensual and Inspiring Awards!

A big Thank You and lots of Sexy Happiness to my dear, sexy friends Lo and H.H. over at 'My Sex Life With Lola' for their “Sensual Blogging” award and for their “Very Inspiring Blogger” award.  I am a very big fan of their blog and how H.H. shares his inner most thoughts with all who will pull up a chair and listen.  If NB and I weren't in a D/s, cuckold relationship with me as the dom, we would fit very nicely in what these two lovelies have together.  It gives me a glimpse into the other side.  ;)

Now for the homework involved in receiving these awards:

Directions for Sensual Blogging Award:

1. Thank the blogger who nominated AWARDED you with a link back to their blog.
2. Copy and paste this fine award on your blog.
3. Answer 7 “sensual” questions posed by the blogger who awarded you this fine award.
4. Create or borrow 7 “sensual” questions for the bloggers you award this fine award to to answer.
5. Select 7 “sensual” bloggers to award this fine award to.

The Questions:

1.   Origin story – why did or what was the trigger that encouraged you to start your blog? 
Answer:  When NB and I started to explore the cuckold lifestyle I went online and read any article and book I could find to help me further understand what we were walking into. I also needed to understand more about where he was coming from.  80% of what I came across and read didn't fit our life or desires, yet we knew who we were and what we wanted.  I started writing short stories for us that gave us something to relate to and eventually started the blog out of the lack of understanding and clarity people had around cuckold couples.  We both hope to bring realism and the understanding of the inner workings in both partners around this way of life.  PLUS...I love seeing sexy men on the blog!!!  Hence my Saturday Eye Candy!

2.  What’s one of your favorite things you’ve done with your partner(s)?  
Answer: I enjoy everything we do whether sexual or not.  But must say MMF is a favorite!  We still have many more of those ahead in our future, I hope!  I do love having NB around and involved.  So hot!

3. How would someone seduce you?      
 Answer:  Feeling smooth warm hands brushing up against my breasts and being a great kisser.  And then telling me how much they love the feel of natural breasts...Damn... Makes me wet already!

4.  How would you seduce someone?      
Answer: Light touches, pressing my body against theirs innocently, then running my hands down the top of the inner thigh hoping I find evidence of their arousal. :)

5.  What’s your naughtiest fantasy (or one you care to share)?
Answer:  Oh, we have so many!  We make many trips to Las Vegas, so one fantasy is visiting the Red Rooster and making a night of it!  (Probably more NB's fantasy but one I'm quickly warming up to! ) Another is getting to know other cuckold couples once we are living together and have parties at our house with our cuckold's and lovers all being there.

6.  Other than your goods below, what’s your next favorite body part to be touched?
Answer:  My breasts!  They are very sensitive.  I could have NB suckling at my breasts for hours and sometimes wake him up in the middle of the night to do just that and have him fall back to sleep that way!

7.  What’s a food/dish that you consider sensual?  
Answer: Klondike Bars!  We both love them!  They make us feel innocent and young! Then we lick the melted ice cream off each other!

I choose to use these same questions for all the Sensual Bloggers below.

The rules of the Very Inspiring Blogger award are:

1. Tell 7 facts about yourself.  Done...above.
2. Nominate 15 Bloggers and inform them of their nomination. God, I hope 8 will do!

Here are eight bloggers to whom I'd like to pass on both awards above:

1. Mick Collins - Under Contract To My Wife  Humorous tales of a married Mistress/slave cuckold couple and their mass media empire. ;)

2. Paltego - Femdom Resource This site is jam packed with links and resources dedicated to the beauty of dominant women.

3. Ferns - Domme Chronicles A lovely, sensuous domme from down under sharing her thoughts, wisdom and humor on life in search of a lovely, yummy submissive man.

4. D - Dumb Domme Down to earth, witty blog about finding yourself in this domme world. ;)

5. Guy - Quickies in New York Guy is a fantastic erotic writer and his blog is full of hot delights and naughty pics.

6. EA - Easily Aroused Erotic fiction by an equally erotic, seductive Englishman! Another favorite!

7. Dick & Jane - Dick-n-Jane A very horny, loving couple who enjoy sharing stories, reviews, pics and advice to all who will listen!

8. H.H. & Lo - My Sex LIfe With Lola Even though they already have this could I pass them by when they are so damn hot!!!! ;)

Congratulations, you've been awarded the "Sensual Blogging Award" and the "Very Inspiring Blogger Award." !

Monday, June 3, 2013

Suckling Breasts and Soft Visits.

NB was here for 7 days that were glorious.  The funny thing is that for those 7 days we were very laid back and any kinky play I had had in mind went out the window when he arrived suffering from a cold. So between taking cold medicine, coughing and trying to help him sleep through the night, the strap-on was the last thing he wanted to deal with or anything of that nature.  LOL  Not that we didn't talk about our favorite fantasies and adventures as we played with each other...nothing will stop that...thank god!!! 

Another changed in our relationship is that in the past most of our time together was spent traveling and in hotel rooms as he would fly me to where ever he was on business.  Now with my travel wings cut temporarily and having to now come to me it was a different dynamic playing house for 7 days at my place. It was a good move for us.  Part of those 7 days had the holiday weekend and I actually had some time off from my work and he put his laptop away for 3 whole days!!! 

Because of his cold we watched lots of movies, laughed a lot, played a lot and he comforted himself sucking at my breasts a lot!  That immediately puts me into heaven and also turns me on which in turn leads to more play and orgasms. More heaven! Even though the underlying knowledge of me being his mistress and him my naughty cuckold boy still exists, we are also able to flow and be satisfied with the joy of each other's company which is the foundation of any relationship that has a hope of lasting.

We are in transition this year, as I mentioned before.  We know where we eventually want to be, together and living the life fully that we speak of often and must for now modify as we live miles apart.  I have learned in life to not get to set on how you think your life will flow, but to listen on a daily basis to your heart and to those that you care about.  Have faith that you deserve to be loved and to have good, honest people in your life and you'll find them.  And once you have them to not sabotage them being in your life.  How many times I have done that in my past. But wisdom is learning and then applying the knowledge you learned to not repeat those hurtful mistakes.

A good relationship with a strong foundation can even weather a small vanilla wave.  ;)