Give Me Everything!

I look at this picture, which I found on tumblr today (go to my tumblr account: http://sexualdestinies.tumblr.com/ ..... also listed on the right top corner of this blog. ) ... and I see a beautiful picture of sweet surrender, pleasure and pain all mixed in a delicious blend for my erotic appetite!

Although I like to see the ropes a little tighter (leaving some tail signs of their work left on his skin when removed) for the beauty of this picture it works.  Ass and chest lifted up and leaning back upon the chair as the top of the chair slightly digs into his back.

I can hear the conversation...... "I'd like a picture of the work we've done today pet, so I'll need you to lift your ass up...thrusting your hips toward the ceiling, balancing yourself on the chair...very nice."

I run my hands along the back of his thighs, up along his curved buttocks, feeling the muscles tense and harden as he fights to keep still. Now my fingers gently trace along his stomach, up along his pectorals and find their way along his elongated throat.

"Hold it right there pet." I whisper in his ear.  He twitches, fighting sensations in the nerve endings my breath awakens.

My fingers run down from his shoulders to his bound hands and I step back taking the fullness of the sight into my soul.

His face is a lovely mixture of control, surrender, pain and pleasure.  The pleasure stemming from the intimate knowledge that his complete surrender pleases me. He trust me with all his vulnerabilities. He's free in my presence to explores his deepest needs. His darkest places.

I snap a few pictures. Beautiful. His surrender locked for all eternity.

"You may sit now pet."

He sighs and lowers himself down to the cold hard seat. He bows his head to relax the muscles in his neck.

"Keep your head bowed pet."

His breathing picks up as he hears me walk towards him. The warmth between my legs increases, wet, ready....We've only just begun to play.

e[lust] #37 - Enjoy!

Photo courtesy of Molly at Molly's Daily Kiss

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50 Shades of Very Lite BDSM-101

Ok!  Yes...many have commented on '50 Shades of Grey' and I was refraining from joining in but when I heard that the book was being banned (and now 'unbanned') from libraries I had to read the book myself to see what all the fuss is about!  '50 Shades of Grey' Publisher-Library Bans Are UNCONSTITUTIONAL

I had heard the writing was juvenile and half way through the first chapter I had to agree!  If I hadn't already known that the author is a grown woman I would have thought she was a teenager! The writing and characters are out of a 16 year old's fantasy. This book is very tame as far as BDSM goes. The story does get better as it moves along and despite the poor writing it's an easy read.  But if you're looking for exciting erotica...look elsewhere! The story is really about saving poor Christian from his misguided view of sexual play and pleasure! Again...BDSM is made out to be the only avenue of pleasure for broken people!  It's a shame. Damn!  Give me that 'Red Room of Pain'! That is worth drooling over!

Here are some of the examples of poor writing that drove me just a little nuts:  Using the Kindle search function you'll discover that Ana says "Jeez" 81 times and "oh my" 72 times. Characters roll their eyes 41 times, Ana bites her lip 35 times, Christian's lips "quirk up" 16 times, Christian "cocks his head to one side" 17 times, characters "purse" their lips 15 times, and characters raise their eyebrows a whopping 50 times. She "blushes" or "flushes" 125 times, including 13 that are "scarlet," 6 that are "crimson," and one that is "stars and stripes red." Ana "peeks up" at Christian 13 times, and there are 9 references to Christian's "hooded eyes," 7 to his "long index finger," and 25 to how "hot" he is. Christian's "mouth presses into a hard line" 10 times. Characters "murmur" 199 times, "mutter" 49 times, and "whisper" 195 times, "clamber" on/in/out of things 21 times, and "smirk" 34 times. Christian and Ana also "gasp" 46 times and experience 18 "breath hitches".

To save the day and your time reading this post I would love you to check out this wonderful erotica book by Joey W. Hill. 'Natural Law' book two of her Nature of Desire series!  Joey W. Hill is one of my favorite erotica writers.  Make sure you have your lover/significant other/sub/dom close by!  The scenes are true to BDSM and very intoxicating and arousing!  Just as it should be. I have the book listed among my Amazon favorites. This book will make you smile!

Tie Me Up! ~ I think....

Being the mistress in our D/s relationship I am mainly the one tying up my lovely submissive. I adore seeing him bound...whether spread eagle across the bed or bound in a body harness standing helpless before me, blindfolded, cock and balls tied and him at my mercy. He is always willing and obedient. Makes me swoon. :)  But there are times when I want him to 'take me'!  It's an agreement we have that he can, at times, take his 15% to have his way with me. It works for me.  I can get bored being the one 'in charged' all the time and coming up with what we are going to do. I trust him and feel comfortable enough with him to just surrender...When in the mood. :)

We have talked about him tying me up, blindfolding me etc.  All of my life I have been very uncomfortable with being restrained. Especially my wrists restrained. I don't even wear a watch and rarely a bracelet because I don't like the feeling of something around my wrists. I know...I enjoy him restrained...very much...go figure! I've tried to find why I have this reaction...haven't found the 'why' yet.

So.. a few days ago, in fact the night after I had had him restrained, spread eagled and blindfolded on the bed and enjoyed his submission, he decided it was his turn to enjoy his 15%.  I agreed.  He did deserve his turn and I was definitely in the mood to just let him take charge.  He had that wonderful 'evil look' in his eyes that I knew I would enjoy whatever he had in mind.

Let me preface by saying he had restrained me in the past. I had been standing, in a body harness with my wrists and ankles bound, not blindfolded, as he filled my senses with his touch and teasing. So when he brought out the cuffs that I had used the night before on him to restrain my naked body to the bed...I was ok. Heart only beating with anticipation of pleasure as he attached the cuffs to my wrists and ankles. So far...so good.

Then he brought out the silk blindfold and gently, lovingly lifted my head and tied it securely. Still...ok.

THEN he turned me onto my stomach.  My heart started to pick up its pace feeling the vulnerability of not only being blindfolded but now face down on the bed. 

Right hand was bound to the bed.  Keeping in mind that my legs are still free.  Heart beat increases and logic seems to be slipping away. As he secures my left hand to the bed all logic slips away, blood rushes through my body and panic sets in...quickly!

I yelled, "I can't do it!" I don't remember what else I yelled, but it didn't matter.  He immediately released my left hand and I yanked the blindfold off my eyes. I'm thankful he is an expert at 'quick release' knots!

The next few minutes are a blur to me but we were both laughing out of shock but also because of the panic that had quickly overtaken me. With anyone else there would not have been laughter, but with my submissive and the trust we have I knew I was in good safe hands. It killed the rest of the night for us....play time was definitely over.  He held me, we talked and eventually went to sleep.

The next day the whole experience bothered me!  For many reasons. First I had great admiration for those submissives that so easily surrender to those that they serve. But what first bothered me was finding out this hard limit of mine. Knowing that we all have our limits. But the main thing was knowing that I could go from pleasure to panic so quickly. We had joked the night before that I would make a terrible spy! I'd give up information at the first sign of restraints and blindfolds...immediately!

Still the fact of knowing this vulnerability of mine, which I had wondered if it truly existed, was now a reality did not sit well with this mistress!  So when my submissive returned home that next day I had my plan.  Inch by inch he would bind me a little at a time until I conquered my fear and panic no longer was a result.

So the journey begins.  Which I know he'll enjoy and so will I ... I trust him. It may take a while...it will be an adventure!

To all you lovely submissives who love to be bound, blindfolded and restrained in many ways...my hat is bowed to you.  Great respect from this mistress who loves to bind you. Your gift is even more enjoyable and precious to me now!

Below is a lovely pic of binding that thrills me...for him!