KP
KP sent this to me earlier this week. I love the insight into his thoughts. This is a good follow up to my 'Submissive Men 101' post. Thank you lovely KP for giving me your permission to share. xxoo
~ Vista
Drop your clothes on the floor. Or fold them and place them on the chair. What did she say? Do that. She wants to see you naked. Does she want to see your body? It's not important. It is a power thing. Follow orders. Take off your clothes and stand before her because that is what she told you to do. Do it because she said so.
Your cock isn't hard. Should it be? Does she know that you feel more naked, more vulnerable this way? Yes, she knows that. She knows everything. She knows that you will be hard when she wants you to be. Is your cock big enough? No, it's not. You, and your physical body, will never be enough. Better be good with your tongue. Better try harder, longer, faster, and slower. She will watch you fail, and she will be satisfied if she sees you try. So try harder.
She wants you on your knees. So kneel. But first, be present. Think about what she wants. She wants to see you acknowledge her, show respect, and submit. Kneel in submission, and realize that you are offering yourself to her. Understand that this is a privilege afforded to the few men she chooses to serve her. Don't be jealous. Of course she has other men satisfy her, you should hope that they do. Show gratitude that she allows you to do the same. Know your place. Which is on your knees.
Show her. She wants to see the expression on your face. She wants to see the pleasure, and the pain. Everything that she does to you is an attempt to take you to a place where you are unguarded, and she wants to see what you do there. Nothing will feel as good as the stroke of the whip that you didn't expect, or the stroke of her hand that you couldn't have anticipated. The point where she pushes you to a new understanding of what she can and will do to you. Show her that you are grateful for it.
She is not your fantasy, she is real. Your fantasies always fail to surprise you, whereas she never will.
KP
This was a very nice read, thank you! :)
ReplyDelete~ Lady M
I'm so glad you enjoyed it. It's always enlightening to know the thoughts that swirl around their head while in our presence. ;)
Delete~ Vista
"The point where she pushes you to a new understanding of what she can and will do to you. Show her that you are grateful for it." You have a wonderful understanding of a D/s relationship. At its best this relationship is based on love as well as lust. I love the way you approach these relationships. I am happy (and nervous) to put myself into you hands.
ReplyDeleteBased on love and lust. Always! Xxoo
Delete~ Vista