In these last few months of being single I have needed to reassess what my needs and desires are in men. While NB was in my life I entertained some subs but mostly men who were switches. I really thought that desire for switches would continue, but have found recently it leaves me wanting for more. I also realized that before my need for worship, adoration and obsessive lust toward me was filled by NB. I didn't think much about it and how it effected me until now. Now I know his need was matched by my own.
It's been a great revelation to me and freeing to understand more what triggers the dom in me and those desires that only a genuine submissive man can bring out. I admit, I've been spoiled. I know that look of hunger, the obsessive lust and adoration cocktail that swirls within the soul of a submissive man. He becomes stripped of his power, helpless in my arms and surrenders all his strength just to lie by my side. His heart is laid bare before me; His eyes are filled with passion as he longs for a drink and taste of me. What mortal soul does not become addicted to that!
So my journey continues .... Submissive men need only apply. I'm not asking you to fall in love with me, but perverted lust and obsessive adoration would be a requirement.
~ I am smiling and my heart warming at the thought ~
I applaud the way in which you engage with your need to dominate, because it encompasses love and respect for your submissive. Not all dominant women see things this way.
ReplyDeleteAll your recent postings have been extremely moving.
Good luck with your quest.
Mmmmmmm Wonderful to hear coming from you. ;)
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